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Back Seat Full of Trash

I am sitting in my car parked at the high school but facing away from it. I can see it in the rear view mirror. I feel awkward sitting her because I have graduated and I feel like I don't belong here. My friends Bell and Alexia show up, I see them walking up in the rear-view. They open my back doors and fill my back seat full of black trash bags. I am not happy with them doing that. They do not stick around to chat, they need to get to the university that is right across the street. I stay in my trash filled car and they leave, heading toward the large white building surrounded by trimmed bushes and green grass. I sit in the silence. Not feeling like I can go anywhere. [End]

Relative to Real Life~
Night of May 14th, 2012
Real-life characters: Bell and Alexia.
Dream-created characters: None.
Real-life places: High school, street.
Dream-created places: University.
Precognitive: No experiences.
Reoccurring: No.
My analysis: (Written on 4-14-13) This dream clearly showed the struggle that I was going through in the transition after graduation. I can see the high school behind me in the rear-view mirror, or in essence my past, and I know I do not belong there. Then I look across the street and see this university that feels cold and large and imposing, and I am afraid and stressed. Because my car is pointed toward it, it's like I have no choice in the matter and that is where my future is headed. Then my friends show up, then leave me with all this dark emotional baggage in my back seat that I refuse to deal with to go on to their future. Basically, this dream was showing my fear of going to college while trying to move on from my childhood at high school that I wasn't fully ready to leave behind. It embodies my feeling of being stuck between the two with all of my stress and un-dealt with emotions as trash in the back seat. Perfect show of how I felt back then, but I am happy to report that I am so much better now! I have taken out the trash, and decided to go to nether my past nor my force-fed future, but rather chart my own coarse. Man did it feel good to write that sentence, ha!

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