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The Lost and Found Box

I am on a field trip with my entire class. We go to another school, which looks almost exactly like our own (this is not something I realize in the dream). The gym is filled with heavy machinery, including ovens, grease pots, mixers, and what looks like toffee pulling arms. It is dimly lit. We were to learn about making food on this field trip, in this section. My art teacher points out the chimichanga fryer among the the other machinery built into the wall, all emanating a orange/yellow glow and a warm buzz. I look into the glass front of the stainless steel oven door, and see three rows of two chimichangas baking rotisserie style with boiling oil beneath their rack. He says he figures it's something I would be interested in, as though all of this cooking machinery is artwork. I grin and nod to him, trying to feel interested, though I do not.
At break time I search for my friends Mary (old high school friend) and Samantha (another old high school friend). I find them sitting together in the mess hall area of the school which is shaped like a small-scale stadium with no field almost: half an oval with white marble stairs leading all the way down and pillars around the top. They are alone in this room, sitting, laughing, and talking across the room from where I peek in. Seeing them happy without me pains me, especially because I feel like they did not look for me.
Instead of joining them, I back away from the doorway and into a darkened gym, and slump next to the wall and try to sleep. Mary and Samantha apparently saw me and join me in this room, sitting on either side. I refuse to open my eyes, pretending to be asleep. I feel bodies pile on top of mine, other classmates including an old friend Weston I think, but still I keep up my sleeping facade. I do not want Mary and Sam to know I was hurt.
Then it is time to leave. We stand in the common room and everyone is filing outside through the door (that in real life leads to the gym) pouring in sunlight, and getting on the yellow bus. I stall at the door when I see a box sitting on an end table next to a potted plant full of my things. I step out of line and pick through it, finding a necklace with three large metal stars and twine for a chain that was mine that I had lost. I look at the side of the box and see it is labeled lost and found. I dig through it more, and almost everything in this box is mine. I'm putting on jewelry and taking back sweaters and nick-nacks when my art teacher asks me with raise eyebrows what I was doing. He looks at me as though I am stealing. A principal walks over and takes the box from me, walks it across the room between the lunch tables. It feels to me as though my art teacher and the principal are working together to take the box from me. He and sets it on another end table with a potted plant right outside the office directly next to the soda machine. I explain to my teacher that it is a lost and found box, and that some of the stuff is mine. He nods and tells me to hurry up so I don't miss the bus before going outside himself. I go over to the box and pull out a few more of my things, knowing I'm leaving some of my stuff in the box, before heading for the white lit door myself.

Relative to Real Life~
Night of January 9th, 2013
Real-Life characters: Mary, Samantha, Weston, art teacher.
Dream-Created characters: Principal, other students.
Real-life places: First gym, common room, office.
Dream-created Places: Mess Hall, dark gym.
Different than real life: I have graduated high school thus I am no longer a student, I been friends nor communicated with Mary nor Sam in years, the gym has never been filled with cooking machinery that I have ever seen, and it certainly does not have ovens and other appliances inset into the walls, I do not nor have I ever owned a twine-metal-star necklace, nor do I own anything I was pulling out of the box in real life.
Reasons:
Metal stars = I do have large (much larger than the ones in the dream) metal stars hanging on my walls, and I have been moving them around lately.
Precognitive: No experiences.
Reoccurring dream: No.

My analysis: I think that seeing Mary and Sam sitting and talking high up on the white steps symbolizes their ability to move on. I am saddened that they moved on from me so easily, and feel trapped in the past, or as my dream symbolized it the dark gym. Even if they were to come to me like they did in my dream, I wouldn't acknowledge my pain to them and still feel stuck. The art teacher telling me what he thought I'd be interested in and him being wrong to me symbolizes how he in real life and many others in my life thought they knew what was best for me or what I should be interested in (like certain subjects of art or life choices) and they in truth don't suite me. I've been struggling with this lately. The only thing I could think the lost and found box symbolizes is parts of me that I left behind in high school, like confidence, friendships, some happiness, and routine, that I didn't realize I was loosing/ had to begin with until I was about to graduate, or "walk out the door". So, I stopped quickly and tried to gather them up before leaving, just like I tried to gather my metaphoric things before being thrown into a whole new world without high school. People telling me what to do or how to feel (embodied by my art teacher and the principal in the dream) kept me from doing this completely (principal walking the box away), plus it wasn't something I was prepared for and felt rushed into (teacher rushing me). Wow! The more I thought about that lost and found box the more that actually fits... I could feel that the box was the main significant item in the dream (I titled this dream before I wrote my analysis), but I didn't know why until now. :) Amazing.

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