Dreamcatcher: do not commit suicide

do not commit suicide

I took a trip to see a friend's new spiritual center. When I arrived it was heavily decorated in some sort of Asian design. I was greeted at the door and led through an open hall with lots of activity (Yoga, circles, classes, ect). I sat to watch the greeter work and take the place in and as I was watching I lost my hearing.
I was gathered up, much to my surprise, and moved to another part of the space. I was asked if I was in trouble (I didn't think so.) Then I was told I was being followed and was actually in danger. I was also told that I was not to commit suicide.
I think I was given a sort of seal or elixir to partake and stain my lips. It was red. I also don't know if it was part of a costume I was to eventually wear. I was uncertain of how to use it and the help there was very busy so I sipped some and my lips were stained.
I then found myself at my aunt's place on the couch sleeping. Everyone was hustling and bustling for a festival. Apparently during the festival, when one is in school, they partake in little mini festivals as they go from class to class.
I hid under the blankets till everyone left. The festival was linked to whatever preparations were going on at the spiritual center.
I was also instructed to take a vial of lipgloss (Kai' s favorite). Im not sure I did. I was more interested in the product above it for which I got reprimanded for.
After everyone left, I saw my cousin's altar. A piece of glass, feathers, candles and some other things I can't remember.

Shortly I woke up.

10,000 Dreams Interpreted

To commit suicide in a dream, foretells that misfortune will hang heavily over you.

To see or hear others committing this deed, foretells that the failure of others will affect your interests.

For a young woman to dream that her lover commits suicide, her disappointment by the faithlessness of her lover is accentuated.

Dream Moods

To dream that you commit suicide, represents your desperate desire to escape from your waking life. You may be harboring feelings of guilt that you cannot get over and thus turning the aggression on yourself. You need to start approaching problems from a different angle. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself and hello to a whole new you. It is symbolic of a personal transformation or a new stage in your life.

To see someone commit suicide in you dream, highlights your concerns for that person. Consider what characteristics and qualities in that person you may be trying to "kill" and annihilate in your own self. Perhaps you hope that you are not like this person and are making attempts to get rid of those traits within your own self.

Hyper Dictionary

Dreaming that you commit suicide indicates that conditions in your life is so frustrating that you are no longer willing to cope with a situation or relationship in the same way as you did in the past. Alternatively, you may be unable to overcome feelings of guilt and thus turning the aggression on yourself. On a more positive note, it may suggest that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself or character that your have been carrying around. Seeing someone commit suicide in you dream, highlights your concerns for that person. Also consider what characteristics and qualities in that person you may be trying to "kill" and annihilate in your own self. Perhaps you hope that you are not like that person in some way and are making attempts to get rid of those traits within your own self.

Meaning of Dreams

One would think that it signifies self-hatred, deep depression, giving up, and other such negative thoughts and feelings. At times this may be the interpretation and if this is so for you please confide in a friend or a loved one and seek professional help. However, there is a lighter and much more positive interpretation of this dream. It could suggest that the dreamer is making progress and is becoming a more integrated person. All of us have many aspects to our personality and our character, dreaming that you are committing suicide may be symbolic of you killing off one aspect of your self; possibly an aspect of your self that is hurtful. For example, if you were a smoker and you stopped smoking in your dream you may need to kill the smoker in yourself, if you see a stranger committing suicide that may represent another part of you. You may be getting rid of an unnecessary and useless part of yourself, and you may be starting a new and better way of doing things. If you see someone that you know committing suicide, the dream may be symbolic of your perceptions and concerns about that individual.