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I was in a camper making food for

I was in a camper making food for my friend Bryony. She wanted steak and noodles.
My family was there.. and someone was driving.. They were driving less smooth than I wanted to. I yelled at them and realized I'm not the most smooth driver myself.

We were in groveland and greeley hill/ coulterville. I grew up there. It was odd.
I think we were at the Dickey's place. Ive frequented there lately in this form. I was there with anne and cadell. We were policed off the property.
There were other times. But I dont remember the happenings.

We drove through these places.. and it seems we went to church when I was young? We went inside the building and looked around. There was a couch explored full of old belongings. They were wet and not moldy, just a little smelly.
My mom was upset. There was a fish tank stand that was old and dismantled, a brine shrimp dispenser. My mom said I could have the fish tank stand if I wanted fish.
We also looked at some nice yarn she liked. (funny the things you find in an old church) I told her I had gotten her knitting needles a long time ago.

I kept rummaging around and found a picture of a boy I had a crush on. I don't remember his name. It was in a drawer along with a note I had written some words on. They weren't great, but it seemed to be something I did as a kid when I was upset. Just a list of words to describe me. I thought it seemed applicable to me now, but perhaps that is the message--its not.

We moved from the church and drove past the old school.

There was also a new device that allowed one to crop their video as clear as they could crop photo. Or perhaps I was in the video cropping a person's experience while shooting? It was an odd feeling. People in the ocean. I took away someone's feet, zoomed in and up above the water line and then cropped a happy person talking to her friend/lover.

In the church I also found a pic of my mother. Well, it was a video. She was so young I did not recognize her. I've felt bad for that. How could I not recognize my own mother? ... I wonder if she will feel the same about my transition.

--Ive changed so much as a person pre transition. I wonder if she felt the same about it. And now i'm changing again on her.

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