This is all I can remember, which is not much compared to the many layers that have escaped my re-construction. I really need to get one of those recorders…
Me and Phong were on our way out into the country side of upstate New York with two friends of mine from high-school named Beau and Matt Soter. We were going to some super phat retreat center/camp spot called 'angels rest'. I was riding a mountain bike around the place looking for where our camp was, because surley the place we had arrived at was far too luxurious to be it. But to my surprise, Beau said "dude, this is it"… me and Phong were delighted! I remember seeing pictures of my cousin only he was giant sized with big square shoulders. One interesting thing was that the campsite merged seamlessly from the woods outside to the kitchen inside… at times there was a garage, and other times it seemed like there was no border…
Then it became clear that a party was going to happen that night, and as night fell, Phong and I were wandering around the grounds outside. Phong said that it would be great to sleep out here and call upon the spirits. I began to hear in the distance the shrieking sound of goblins and spectral ghouls laughing and hissing and calling our names with sizzlingly evil glee… I told phong, that doing that was not a super good idea, and that he might encounter some energies that he was not prepared to deal with. Beau popped his head out of the second story window and said, "yeah, ive done that before, and it was not cool"…
… and now people were starting to show up for the party. Then more and more people showed up until it was dark, and the place was full of people. Rowdy drunk men and women… the energy was very chaotic, and the men seemed to be morphing into something of a Frankenstein like character. After awhile I was standing in front of the fireplace, and I could hear Matt bantering with his brother Beau. I pretended to not notice, even though I was very aware of Matts' presence. I should say here, Matt was one of my best friends in high school, and we had a terrible falling out which has left a deep scar in me. So the next thing that happens, is that Matt walks up to me crying and puts his arms out to hug, and looks at me and says "Waaaaaah"… as an offering…. We hugged, and then he said he got a room for us, and as I looked at him he seemed to be turning into a woman version of himself, and I found this strange.
*** The party thing was chaotic, then something very magical happened. at one point I saw an image of two Aborigine men doing some kind of confrontational warrior dance. Then out of nowhere, this big Aborigine man jumped in front of me and sat down cross-legged right in front of me. He was naked, and so was I. I was sitting as well. Some voice in me said "go along with this". He began to stare deep into my eyes and I stared back fearlessly. He put his fist over his heart, and I did the same. Then he put his big arms on my shoulders and spit right on my face, and I spit right back on him. Then the voice in me told me this was a very special bonding ritual and initiation. We spat on each other and I dug my head onto his chest, and he urged me to let it go and cry and let out the pain. This went on for a while before melting away into the next scene.
Another thing I remember is this drunk dude walked up to me and dumped bleach on my pants, which I was worried was some kind of psychedelic that was now soaking into my leg. So I brought the pants over to these 2 people and then flipped my jeans inside out and inspected them. They were marveling at the pattern and stitching of the pants, which I felt was an annoying waste of energy in a situation like this. We decided it was just bleach. After awhile, I was fully over it and ready to leave… but by this time, the back yard was now some portal that lead into a canyon where waterfalls had engulfed my van up to the windows. The party was over and everyone was cleaning up the mess, only I wasn't, I was swimming around naked in this lagoon with my friend Leyolah. At one point our bodies met in a swimmy swirly embrace, which was quite lovely and had a magnetic frequency which demanded more! Her skin was silky and tan. I finally had to tell her how hot and turned on this was making me. Then I said that I was in no way trying to hit on her, but just sharing… She seemed fine with it, because we have a comfortable friendship. She let me squeeze her all over and snuggle to my hearts content, because we both knew clearly that it wasn’t going anywhere, so the vibe ended up feeling grounded and safe. We then got out and I felt the anxiety of the coming flood and that everyone had already cleaned up and left, only I was still there running around trying to clean up and find phong. There was much more to that chapter which I cant piece together. But it passed and the clouds cleared, and Leyolah and I were walking around outside in a yard which seemed quite suburban, but also very woodsy, like everyone there owned horses and farm animals. It felt beautiful and light. Then I saw a baby horse-fox running by and we said "wow whats that"… Then I saw a large golden goat with long hair and zebra stripes. It was very skinny, and when it turned to the side it its profile looked exactly like a buffalo facing front. This was its defense mechanism for being in the wild. I began to see this beast in a snowy winter. Snow flakes. The breath coming out of its nose and mouth… It began to sing. And as it sung Leyolah became very excited and shrieked ""its singing!!!"" And she began to sing with it until the song reached an ecstatic climax which burst into white light. I held on to her as she sang to get some of the good energy… then we walked into this small cabin which was decorated with animal hides, and I mean the wallpaper, the floor, the furniture, the cups the plates, everything was covered in various white, black and brown stripped and dotted animal hides… even the TV was playing pictures of animals running around… the art on the wall was old and familiar and seemed to be from the Tolkien world… end of session…