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They are not worth frowning over, things happen.

Recently, I have been having dreams about my ex girlfriend. I believe since she is the only girl I've dated and learned something from, she is the model in "Where" that resembles the girl I am seeing in real life. Now mind you, that in most of the dreams I see her in, I am the one who approaches her in hopes of re establishing a connection between us.

I had fell asleep rather sad that the girl I most recently had relations with turned out to be, for lack of a better word, Loose.

Now I'm where.

I awake in the middle of a crowded room, everything is comfortable, I'm talking with my friend before I notice her in the red recliner chair in the corner of the room. I can't handle how she'll decide to take revenge on my heart this time around, so I turn for the doorway. As I pass through and out on to what seems to be my friend Tang's back porch, her voice turns my shoulder.

"Where are you going?"

I ask why she is talking to me.

"You seen me staring, these feelings are still there and you know it."
then she kisses me.

Love struck, I happily dance through the party. I wish I would have been level headed enough to notice how she had been acting, I was only happy to have her hand again. Later, I leave her behind as I exit the room for what couldn't have been a task more meaningless enough to not bother describing, then re enter to find her on the lap of a dark skinned jock kissing him passionately. Enraged, depressed, and confused I confront her, and the dark skinned boy stands up and insists that we fight about this. The crowd surrounds us in a kitchen, he stands waving his arms at me, encouraging I make a first move, this isn't usually my style but my whole world just shattered. One hit, two hit, 3 and the fight is over, he actually has the pride to apologize as our shared dream girl flees the room and their relationship.

This is where it gets interesting.

As the boy started to cry about losing MY girlfriend, I felt the urge to give him a hug and let him know that he is not the only one feeling this way. So I did. (Also unusual behavior for me.)

Without words I could tell this proved that in the end we were the same, no matter the color or style in the grand scheme of things.

This same lesson highlighted in my head again as my ex girlfriend jumped on an open ended bus filled with women dressed head to toe in white clothing.

Hinting to me that they were all the same.

Now here is where I get confused, keep in mind I sleep with the T.V on most times.

Almost immediately after I was running through a strange house to help a man asking for help because he was locked in his bathroom, or something along the lines of that. As I opened the door he came flying out, and positioned himself face first against the wall leaving two bloody hand prints, and turned his head.

"You had better run now."

I was already darting down a long narrow staircase as I seen the hand prints. But I tripped and fell, then for the first time in years my dream ended bad. I was knocked down and out with a strange futuristic war hammer.

In a 3rd person view, staring at my own unconscious figure ( I could not make out any definition.) I told myself.

"Now you're dead."

and woke up.

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I can't find a reason to explain the second half of this dream, but I hope you enjoy the read. I'm going to continue posting more and look forward to reading more of your dreams!

Take care,
P.L.&H

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