More thought I give to this dreamcatcher idea the more clear it's becoming that dreaming is another of the precious functions of this soul/soul vehicle that's been heisted from us. Dreaming equally as important as some of the other key functions that I've noticed have managed to be striped from our memory. Functions like sacred sex, eating first foods, drinking living spring water, learning pure knowledge, as if eating, drinking, sleeping, fucking and learning have been the target and whatever is at the reins is a good shot.
Woke this morning tried to get a grip on the tip of the buffer dream that brings me back to this density and couldn't hold it, the obligations of the system of control seep back into my mind so far that before I even open my eyes to this waking dream I'm already hypnotised by expectations of the ?????.
Makes me wonder how far back into my mind it's seeping as I've long known these surface dreams I sometimes retain are just cartoons or dramas projected to soften the transition back to this world/dimension/density/dream as the true depth of dream/dimensions I visit to renew, are so far beyond what this language were working with can even begin to describe that my soul vehicle doesn't attempt to hold them as it would only disturb my being to hold a memory of this vast complexity and not be able to express it.