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"Dreams, Nightmares... and what seems to be Reality"

MY EYES OPENED SLOWLY, BUT SURELY... after being caught up in one of my many dreams, I adjusted to the light while my eyes disagreed; so I closed them again but it's never the same...

I could hear everything around me, from a bus in the distant, to the birds in the sky. I could smell the vapor created by rain, that covers the warm, damp; concrete. I could feel the cold but somehow warm covers all around me. I grabbed my pillow and placed it over my head, the thought of a new day consumed me...hoping that today, would be a better day... discomfort collides with my thoughts and reality takes over my soul. So I fight to go back to those places where color is vivid, and darkness is bright. A place of solitude and peace where I am free of this everyday struggle. A place far far away from what is truly true...

My life just like everyone else's is just an average life. I am just another human being on this earth, just like you. I find myself consumed by what I see around me each and every day, from the moment that I wake up; to the moment I fall helplessly deep into my sleep. I sometimes find myself extremely discontent with how I am living my life, due to the constant mistakes that I make each and everyday...unhappy with the world that I live in... and so I ask myself from time to time. How can I find myself, when I feel lost? Will I re-write what history has already written on the pages of despair? Can I erase the sorrow and the pain that is endlessly shadowing over me? and should I keep on fighting, when motive just isn't there.

I could sit here and ask questions that I simply cannot answer; or stand up and persevere against all odds... so that maybe.. one day, I can turn my life around into a better path

AND TO NEVER LET THOSE NIGHTMARES INTERFERE WITH MY DREAMS... NO MATTER HOW REAL IT SEEMS.


The light betrayed me while I sat in the dark. I felt divided inside and my soul was torn. I had been up all night drowning my sorrow with alcohol... I had been up all night thinking of her. The seconds went by in slow motion, days took forever to end. Cigarette after Cigarette my lungs filled up with agony. All hope was lost knowing that my broken heart would never again mend. I felt worse than ever before, sick and tired of the bullshit and the lies that were covered up with the ashes of what once used to be me. All of the conflict that surrounded me exploded in my head like a time bomb and a headache developed without warning. It was about 4 in the morning and I felt exhausted. No life was left in me and I passed out next to the radio as I heard her voice fading away.

...No one remembers the beginning of a dream...

Nothing was as it should be, I didn't need to breathe to stay alive but I was still doing it

I then remember telling myself... IM DREAMING! and before I knew it I was consumed into my first lucid dream...

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