My grandmother came by to see me, something was wrong with her lower back and I had her lie on her stomach on the couch, and performed healing on her with my hands. My energy became very involved in the work and I was creating a 'Aummm' vibration with my voice, it was as if there was a diggeridoo inside of me, and I felt the vibrations going into her body. I changed the levels & pitches according to how it 'felt' and it was a very intuitive but finely guided process..
This reminded me of the dreams up at ECETI where I would use my hands as 'surgical tools' for energy fields in front of me that were made up of sound and color and 'feelings', and I would perceive it much like pulling, straightening, and guiding lines and strings of energy, even making shapes and symbols and details in 3-dimensional space.. It was so cool!
Well at the end of my dream, there was a guy I was with and we were sort of 'acting' together in some improv comedy, yet there were no audience or cameras. But at the end when we were saying good bye to this older couple who was a part of the dream earlier I believe.. The older man was also someone who had to do with the previous 'scene' we were seemingly acting in.. As I embraced and said farewell to the woman first, then switched and hugged goodbye to the man, I was suddenly surprised with some kind of overpowering maneuver that brought my onto my back losing physical control of my body. It was as if I was paralyzed but I felt muscle tensions as I somewhat struggled.
At first there was agony and pain like getting kicked in the groin, because as I embraced him he struck me directly in the root chakra with his fingers, like some kind of martial arts move to strike a pressure point. I tried very hard to life up my arms or to push him off of me. But with all my strength I could barely move my limbs. I also could sense my friend/co-actor to my left (who was in the room at the time) going through a similar episode only with the older woman, but I could only see the vague blurry figure of the man on top of me.
I was shouting “Please don't kill me, please don't kill me!” and was confused as to why such an innocent scene turned somewhat.. violent? I wasn't sure what was happening or why, but the feeling was VERY physical and although it was painful the pain subsided to numbness after the initial few seconds.. I awoke immediately during this to find myself in my bed lying straight on my back, but still feeling the physical 'pressure' on my scrotum area!
It was pulsing with my heartbeat and as I awoke within a few seconds the 'pressure' lifted very quickly and vanished.