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I Walk the Path to 'Chris'...

I have difficulty remembering parts of this dream as I find upon waking up unless I jot down the details RIGHT AWAY, I am at a loss to recover ALL the information. And like comedians who come up with their jokes during their sleep and write them down in the middle of the night, sometimes I do likewise and am at a loss when I write down cliff notes that are confusing and vague. So I sometimes have to STRUGGLE with the words I write down to try and uncover the memory behind them? However, I do find that as soon as I am on a role to jot down detail after detail the clearer the dream becomes to me and I am able to remember the plot with ease now. So given the scrambled information I jotted down as a result of this particular dream. Here is my story...all second opinions are welcome if not URGED as I have something VERY important I'm working on in my waking life that causes me great turmoil and sadness. Anyone who wishes clarity on what that may need only check out my YT channel http://www.youtube.com/user/ToonHead2012?feature=mhsn

The 'furthest' back I can recall of the early stages of the dream is of me and the individual I'm infatuated with Chris, inside an on-line role playing game. They setting is that of wizards and knights and dragons. This detail will become more important to the question I ask of you all as I continue... Keep in mind that sometimes the action is so vague I only remember certain parts of the dream and try as I might I am unable to elaborate on the action being carried out in this particular portion. All I remember of this particular part is of me and Chris inside this video game and wandering around amidst the chaos of all the other civiliants of the ancient kingdom?...

The next portion I am shown a series of interviews as ET(Entertainment Tonight) does a piece on Chris and his unquestionable and RAPID success to become the star that he has. He regails the interviewers of his stories concerning his nostalgic memories of attending high school in my home town of Keremeos. Chris is ADORED by all my friends even though he was apparently a transfer student, they treat him like he's been with them all along? Based on one of the details on the dry erase board I keep by my bed every night, there is apparently a instance in which the conflict of transferring out or moving away came into question. Chris states in the interviews and articles that he has nothing but fond memories of that school and those friends, not AS MUCH fondness as he has for his castmates on the show he resides on, but fond memories none the less. It's one of those kind of nostalgic look backs we all make where we change our perspective of the past thinking, come to think of it, HIGH SCHOOL WASN'T ALL THAT BAD??? -I try to get interviewed myself and talk about my fond memories of my high school days with my friends, but everyone seems to get defensive. All my friends and the media people are mad at me for attempting to take this spotlight away from poor sweet Chris. I can't help but shake the feeling of overwhelming jealousy in this particular moment. Not that I am jealous of Chris in the waking life, I just feel like the wolf cub who's been kicked out of the Pack?...

As the panel moves over Chris is in a hurry to walk somewhere and me being the puppy dog that I am continue to follow him and bombard him with conversation. Although Chris seems to be too busy to deal with me, nevertheless I am too stubborn to take the hint and continue walking along the path set before us which changes from cement roadway to dirt road. At this particular moment I am shown an overhead view of the whole layout of the town of Keremeos and shown how far it stretches out and what resides at the furthest point. The town seems to be separated into different sections with different inhabitants each of a different ethnicity, or should I say country at least. The very far edge of the town consists of easy going peaceful farmers who seem Scandinavian in descent, all with blonde hair. As I come back to myself and Chris we make our way through the various sections and come to the next phase of the town which is inhabited by the French and they all seem friendly and helpful, hard workers and kind friends. However this all changes when we get to the NEXT phase of the town which is inhabited by the Russians. They are all men and old with beaten and worn bodies, all seem to be miners who seem out of work and destitute. Their clothes are raggedy and falling off as most are shirtless and seem to have an attitude of depression and hostility. They seem like they're starving and don't like strangers passing through their part of town, even though most seem as though they just need HELP?! -It's also important to note that at this particular point in the walk the ground begins to exhibit holes in it almost as thought there has been a recent earthquake of some kind. The building that inhabit the town seem to be absent here as I lay my eyes across the surround scenery to find nothing but wilderness that of pine trees and open Canadian familiar mountain terrain. Try as I might to stick to Chris I find myself unable to stay close to him as he seems to navigate through these sickly and angry Russians with no apparent complications while I all the while seem to bump into the WRONG men at all the WRONG times. I get separated from Chris and the Russians scowl at me like an annoying insect...

At this particular moment I am grabbed at the ankle by one Russian lying on the ground with barely any clothes on. He mutters something in Russian that although I don't speak the language I can only assume translates into "I'm horny!" -I reply "that's nice," and try to 'remove myself from the situation'. Alas I am unable to do so as everywhere I try to escape to I come into a roadblock and get cornered. The Russian is now standing up and walks up to me with thoughts of sexually assaulting me I can only assume as I didn't stick around to find out. I wake up!

This is where I awake and write down what details I have of the dream so far, then lay down back to sleep and the second portion of the dream begins...

I am an avid fan of pro wrestling. I am watching a collaborated stock footage of the high points of the company WCW, in which showcasing the most extreme moments of the company including a graphic elimination chamber match in which one of the participants is superstar Faarooq (a.k.a. Ron Simmons) during his Nation of Domination days, who gets thrown through a window of one of the chambers. On guest commentary is Gregory Helms giving his thoughts and opinions on the match and action. Unclear who else is involved, I believe I saw Bill Goldberg at one particular moment.

The story seems to switch gears as I find myself jogging through the city. What city pre-tell is uncertain. The sun is going down. I find myself stopping infront of a holistic medicine store, the title I am unable to read. I find this elderly woman coming out of the store and I am taken back. This woman looks EXACTLY like my grandmother on my mom's side. So much that I feel compelled to walk up to this stranger and tell her as much. I tell her "OMG, you know - you are the spitting image of my Grandma, except you're Chinese (as supposed to Mexican?)" -And as the woman prefers not to be bothered she comes out of the store and begins jogging in the direction I just came. I join her and start chatting with her, she seems weirded out by this total stranger starting up a conversation with her like we know each other? But she's polite and nods considerably. As the scenery of the city passing by is soothing to me I look off in the distance and look at the light reflecting off the windows of the buildings and pass through underneath an overpass or two. Somewhere along the way I lose sight of the old woman. I just keep going, seemingly as fast as a car down the street...

A confusing sequence is shown to me next in which I'm shown a memory of my Mom's past in which her dad (my Grandpa) is framed for murder and drug possession during a police raid. Chaos ensues but it is genuinely felt that my Grandpa was innocent when this went down. However Grandpa's been incarcerated ever since. But later evidence is revealed as my mom and her relatives DIG into the details of the case and I can't remember how they solved it but the end result is shown when a recap of the events that went down leading up to that night are shown and my mom and her relatives are shocked to find that her and her siblings' brother was actually responsible. He planted drugs on the old man as a way to get the heat off him, and in the confusion their brother gets shot!!! -Don't really know what this sequence has to do with anything?

The FINAL sequence involves modern day pirates, taking possession of a cruise ship. I 'believe' that's where we were, but I can't be sure, I see an image of a building at some point? This actually felt like a rather lengthy sequence but I am unable to recall many details. I can only recall as far back as when the action began to pick up and the Inglourious Basterds are brought in to rescue the hostages on board the ship. I play the role of one of the Basterds, but I'm definitely not Brad Pitt, I seem to be more of an observer than anything. Watching the events unfold. However for some reason Andy Richter seems to be playing one of the Basterds. It could be Jim Gaffigan (but I wrote down in my notes 'the death of Andy'.) -I am given a brief glimpse of the future and know ahead of time that Andy ends up shooting himself and dies a tragic death during a rescue operation. Poor Andy! -Then, I'm shot back to the present and spend most of my time keeping an eye on Andy throughout the operation. Pitt is throwing his weight around as usual. Andy doesn't feel like he's contributing much to the team and begins getting defensive and depressed. I keep trying to play peacemaker between the two as Andy has a hard time getting his opinion heard by Pitt and I try to get Pitt to listen to Andy as I feel he's seeping closer and closer to the edge. I keep thinking to myself "no Andy, please don't die! Everybody will miss you! I'll miss you!" -I FINALLY manage to get through to Pitt and get him to stop being such a dick long enough to hear what Andy has to say. As the Basterds are getting ready to make their move I know the present it getting closer and closer to catching up with the time depicted in the article and I keep thinking to myself "good, Andy's still alive! I'm doing it, I'm changing the outcome of the past!" "stay alive Andy! stay alive!"...

Success as far as I'll ever know I wake from the dream with Andy still alive and kicking.

In closing I wish to elaborate why I post this dream for everyone to see. It is my intention to get a lil' feedback from whomever's willing to put their 2 cents in as I trust in the kindness and insight of strangers. I should note what my intentions were behind dreaming the dream itself. Before falling asleep this was the first night I decided to try out a new routine of affirming to myself what I was gonna dream about tonight by asking my Guides what I wanna know more about. This particular night I asked my Guides about a past life in particular I wanted to know about. Knowing what I know about the concept of Karmic debt, it is my belief that Chris and I share Karmic debt between one another. It is my goal and struggle in life to find out what that debt may be, just simply to prove us being together in THIS life is not out of the question.

Upon first glance I believe my Guides answered me on my request and I thought maybe Spirit may be giving me clues as to what lifetime me and Chris may have crossed paths. However this dream can be interpreted a NUMBER of different ways. What I took away from the dream is either #1 - the RPG game could mean by the setting this was how far back me and Chris go and that not only were we together but we were throughout many different lifetimes given the potion where we're traveling down the same path, but somehow along the way we got separated and something rather terrible happened to me as Chris went his separate way. #2 - it cold have nothing to do with the past and instead the current lifetime in which Chris' inability to talk to me means he has already relinquished his Karmic debt to me where I still cling on. And in the end it will be my downfall. It means I can't join him on his path to enlightenment, he's on an entirely different vibrational frequency. Take the Sunset in the other half for example, as well as the different sections of Keremeos, they could represent the different stages of Ascension. The beginning being busy but not too bad (English), followed by a period of ONENESS (French), followed by great cataclysms (Russians), until finally the end result being the world the way it should be (with the material domain eliminated), the true Golden Age (Scandinavians). Which is kinda depressing for me.

On further note it also states something on a statement on the dollar bill that was discussed in the video by James Will Power of the MetaChannel (on YT) who discusses the logic behind the latin phrase (a New Order of Ages) seen here
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-qU2vHQU1Q Which I bring up for the purpose of the necessity of the second half of the dream, and indeed the whole dream night in WHOLE. I don't know what it has to do with anything but this New Order of Ages could explain the significance of all the factual distortion, information inaccuracies. #1 - Chris has never stepped foot in the town of Keremeos, nor has he met my friends or attended my school. And even if he did he and I would be in the same class since he's 6 years younger than I?! #2 - Both my Grandparents on my mom's side are dead, and my Grandpa was never arrested for anything. However from what I've been told there was a period where my Uncle sold drugs out of my mom's house? #3 - Keremeos doesn't look ANYTHING like the way it was depicted in this dream, I don't know WHERE this place was? However, it's important to note that from what I've been informed of Keremeos originally began in the late 1800s' as part of the gold rush craze. It's also important to note that it's been well documented that my family's name on my Dad's side originates from Scandinavia. #4 - While although both Ron Simmons and Gregory Helms actually competed in WCW before, they were shown here in the dream in gear from their WWF(E) days. Not to mention the elimination chamber structure was a match made EXCLUSIVELY to the WWE.

Anyone who can shed light on what this distortion of the facts represents I'd appreciate it. If it's of the past it may be a good thing, if it's of the present I'm in trouble? -Any opinions?...

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