I have difficulty determining what this particular dream means. It seems to be split up into three separate parts and has a recurring theme throughout...
The first part of the dream once again contains Chris in it. Mighty successful. Chris is a master of performance and an interview special is done on his work on a recent role he's undertaken. A movie role in which he plays a guy with multiple personality disorder. The special interviews many different celebrities and specialists examining and applauding Chris' fine work to get to the 'essence' of a human being with this disorder and not 'exploit' it, but rather give it heart and dignity. Everyone speaks on how DEAD ON Chris was in his execution of this role.
Me and Chris are INDEED together in this dream for a change. Whether it's romantic or just friends is undetermined, I seem to be more of a shadow figure, unseen by the viewers of the special. I am working my way up the ranks myself to be on his level but for now Chris is definitely the ringleader. And to be honest I wouldn't have it any other way. But it's strange though, I have reason to believe Chris has used me as research for preparing for this role?...
The second part I have trouble remembering. The only clear image that comes back to mind is of me wandering through a construction site. I cut through the site cause I wanna get somewhere, and on the spur of the moment I decide to cut through the site as a 'shortcut'. But as night turns into day the workers come into work and start working. Out of fear of getting chased off or even arrested I try my very best to become invisible. I try to stay in the workers' blindspot so that I go unnoticed. As far as I can remember miraculously I never am detected the whole time I'm there...
The third and final part consists of another special. One in which an older actress from the 70s' re-lives her glory in her comeback role in the 90s' that may very well have made her MORE famous than her hit 70s' role? Don't bother asking try as I might I cannot recall who this actress and show were or whether or not they even existed. The interview seems to be another ET special. More famous actors and celebrities talk about the delicate handling of the character in the role. The actress speaks of how different television standards are from back then to NOW. She talks about how the show in the 90s' the creators and here were able to DO MORE things that women and television just couldn't do back in the day. The actress talks about handling the character with dignity and tenderness as it was often her idea to add the various issues that the show gave her. One of which being her mental status. Making her bi-polar I believe, as well as giving her a bout with cancer. I recall my mom watching this program on television and telling me this woman was a role model for women in her generation, first back in the 70s', then again in the 90s' with this show. But she never knew until watching this the intent and detail that went into the making of the show?
The scene I can bring up in my mind is of her 'acting crazy' with some guy on the beach. Giving this guy she loves a tender window into her madness, despite being in pain she's never felt better, despite being crazy she's never thought 'clearer'?...
