09/12/15

There's actually two dreams here I have to report on. There might possibly be three, I recall waking up several times during the morning, but I only have journal data for two, so it must have been only the two times?

In the first sequence. In what I was able to save from my memory. As far back as I can recall I'm working with (or for) my mom. As a cleaning person. [*BACKGROUND INFO: In real life my mom really does work as a cleaning lady. It's only part time as she only recently quit her janitorial job of 25 years, leaving me -the typical 'good son'- to pick up the slack wanting to find labor work to help pick up the financial slack.*] I don't recall much of this part as it's really far back toward the start of the dream. But it does lead me to my next interaction, which is when I start hobnobbing with these rich socialite people.

I don't know why I say rich. They just seem to have an impression on me in the dream of being somewhat 'snobbish'. These are the upper class people, infact I get the sensation of being on an upper plateau (geologically) when interacting with them [*just to clarify, in my hometown, Keremeos, there actually is an upper bank portion to the town and a lower bank, but I don't really think those on the north side of town are any less-or more richerer, or poorer than we are?*] The main focus of this part of the dream, infact the main reason I am able to recall it so vividly is cause it happens to deal with 'psychics' -- 'professional psychics'.

I think I've mentioned before how I have an older friend in town, who I have read my tarot at least once a year for me, and sometimes I am a bit opposed to some of the fortune she gives me each time. I've actually in my waking time, been contemplating on my spare time, whether or not it might be wise to seek out a second (or third) opinion regarding some of the things I have issues with. The thing is, she's the only person (that I know of) who provides those sorts of services in town. I've been contemplating trekking to the next town over to see if I might find something, but am still not sure if this is worth my efforts?...

Anyway, the reason this part of the dream has such my complete and undivided attention is that these rich socialite (not to mention rude and elitist people) seem to take such a keen interest in me. I don't know why. But they seem to see real 'promise' in me? I know for one thing, they are really good at what they do. A though crosses my mind while I'm in the dream. I'm watching these psychics at work and am absorbed by their accuracy and professionalism. (I see a lot of clear blue when I look at them.) The thought crosses my mind, and I feel a little ashamed for thinking this at that moment, that these psychic people are so good, they almost making what _____ does, look like 'guessing' at best?

I'm talking to one of the female psychics and the subject of rocks comes up. To be more specific, I suddenly realize when this lady is asking me about my crystals, and about diamonds, is that earlier in the dream (which I assume is waking life) I had these valuable quartz crystals, that I suddenly notice, I don't have on me anymore. "Oh no, I must have dropped them during the cleaning job?" is what I think to myself.

Rather than looking for the ones I lost like I'm frantic to do myself, the lady I'm talking to seems to be suggesting I find new ones. She seems to suggest I just find them along my traveling path, like they can literally be located on the ground when I'm out for a walk [*BACKGROUND INFO: The lady in town who I go to for tarot readings, suggested this to me for real, instructed me to find either a local gem shop, or these kinds of rocks can simply be found when going out of walks like I often do.*] However, when she holds the quartz crystals of her own, up for me to look at (as the other psychics do) the dream seems to confuse quartz crystals for diamonds. This is where the psychic people VANISH from the dream.

I watch (almost in slow motion) as two, rather LARGE diamonds (I'm talking like as big as hands here) fall from the rings and jewelry of these rich people, and fall down a series of steps. Hitting each step down, deliberately and slow enough for me to be mesmerized by this sight. As the diamonds eventually hit they bottom of the stairs (outdoors and concrete) they transform before my very eyes into several quartz crystals. Small ones, about five to seven in number. I pick these stones up, look at them and study them. At which point it's after dark. I'm alone on the streets ... mostly.

The plot of the dream changes. I'm now this shy academic wannabe, study worm. There are books I wanna read. I have to be alone. I can hear though, there are these notorious local bullies, coming my way. I can hear them coming down the street. I try to move to the library, and several other buildings. Of which there doesn't seem to really be any doors on any of the buildings, or is it, that I can simply just get in and out of buildings so easily here? I don't know why I should be so surprised they can do the exact same thing? It seems like no matter where I go, I can't avoid these people. I can hear them, the jock type, whistling and joking to each other. I haven't even laid eyes on them yet, I just sense this extreme fear of intimidation coming from them, that's why I'm so eager to hide and read.

It seems like they're getting closer and closer, and there's no where I can hide to avoid them. But before they can reach me, I wake up!

The next dream I have, is a MAJOR dream involving my dream mate (soulmate through dreaming - whose identity I know) which is definitely the very first thing I write down in my journal. I had a hard time remembering the specifics though. From what I gather, I see my dream mate traveling a lot, all around the world. And the dream seems very specific in pointing out to me that my dream mate is surrounded by 'manipulative' people. Some may even be his close friends. But ...and this is very important, cause the dream was very specific. My dream mate seems otherwise oblivious to the evil that surrounds him, cause he's having fun. I just got the sense my dream mate's very happy and having a lot of fun.

I also see my dream mate together with this boyfriend I'm so skeptical of. For all I know he could be one of the manipulative people too. But all I see is a lot of bright colors. Not pink per se this time. It looks like beige. Or sunshine. I have to quint to look at my dream mate's image cause it's so bright it's like sun flare on a photograph. I see the two of them together, holding each other, and my dream mate holds up one hand for me to look at and I can clearly see there is a ring on one finger. However ...and again I could make this out quite clearly, I noticed very specifically that there was no actual diamond on the ring, it was completely bare...

The last image I could make out before waking up was that of me, apparently some sort of Colombian gangster or something. And I have to get to a certain location, the problem is, this place, where I am to retrieve the specific item, it situated on the opposite continent. I would have to cross the sea. So I'm looking at this blown up map, there's this big large arrow, that's moving in an upward direction. I start at the very bottom tip of South America, then I see the arrow moving upward through various South American countries that I didn't even know were there. I remember reading specific names that were pointed out to me before the arrow reaches the coast and hops a freighter, to cross the ocean, but I couldn't hold them long enough to write them down in my notes...