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On a High Note!

01/31/15

Am having one of those nights and mornings, where I can't seem to 'stay' asleep long. Keep waking up and falling back under. This is the short and sweet dream I chose to focus on in my journal and the last one I had before I decided finally to get up. It's also my favorite cause of a special guest...

It starts out where I'm walking around a familiar street corner in my town. It's clear weather out. Blue sky, not a cloud in sight. Can't tell if it's the midst of spring, middle of summer or still just a warm spell in the middle of winter. It's warm enough outside that everyone is wearing casual clothing but for whatever reason I still got my heavy coat on. I'm roasting underneath it (although it's worth mention that this fact could have been due to the fact that my heater in my bedroom was turned up a tad too high and I woke up roasting underneath my bed covers?) but nevertheless, I feel like I stick out like a sore thumb.

My soulmate is here, and the center of attention. Literally has scores of young female devotees (fans) following his every step. Up the hill, walking the middle of the road, with an entourage following behind -including I believe a camera crew or photo crew following at the same speed right in FRONT of him. Some thoughts and feelings course through my body and mind, I find myself to KNOW certain things by the dream but have no visuals to explain how this information first reaches me. However, I can't share with you all, all the details of this info cause this part's kinda personal. All I can say is, I'm concerned for my mate's near or far future - but my mate doesn't seem slightest in the least?

He's smiling -even though, I get the feeling, knowing full well there are perhaps outside elements ('They', I write in my journal) agents he perhaps actually works with who as I write this are conspiring and working to sabotage his long term peace of mind- I don't understand how this could not bother my mate as much as it does me. Maybe because I can somehow see THE BIGGER PICTURE of it all where as he can not?

Anyway, there I am, following close behind. Just staring and observing him. At first I'm walking up ahead of him, then trailing behind, kinda getting lost in the entourage. After a while I kinda get the urge to look him in the face as I'm watching and end of matching walking distance and speed without even realizing it. I'm walking side by side with him, almost, and finally -although I get the impression my mate's VAGUELY been aware of my presence this entire time?- I catch my mate's attention. Immediately I shrink up expecting my mate to become uncomfortable to what in waking life could only be described as 'spying', sorta, but -yet again, as I find in my prior journal entries, having written countless times before- I end up writing down in my journal pointing, stressing the fact that I don't appear to be feeling any kind of HOSTILE vibes from my mate whatsoever -if he really is my mate?- and again, I have no visual to express how I get this impression, it's just a 'gut' thing.

Unexpectedly, my mate sees my walking beside him, stops walking so I can catch up. I even start to slow down a bit too nervous to continue walking -I have other reasons for this part which I'm getting to- but (and this is my favorite part of the entire dream) I recall my mate actually grabbing me by the arm, putting his hands on me and giving me a lil' shove up the hill, encouraging me to keep going.

Something I've neglected to mention which is the most daunting aspect of this entire steep hill climb. I detect what appears to be a DEEPER sense in regards to the hill, and what it actually is. I feel like right over that hill, is the future. And for some reason future appears to translate as HEIGHTS in this dream. I can already feel my knees shaking. As my mate keeps scaling further and further up the hill I keep getting the impression that he's actually going HIGHER in elevation, like up into the air, the sky. And even though I feel like I've been keeping up considerably as of late with my mate, my mate is here apparently to say -in a non-judgmental tone- my best just isn't good enough. My mate's going higher and higher and a coarse wave of fear overwhelms me that eventually my mate will travel to a height that I just ...can't ...follow ...

But there's the shove my mate gives me, insuring that I'm right there in FRONT of him. When I get to the top there's a whole circus of young female fans, waiting there at the top for him. I try to stand somewhere and wait with everyone else, some place where I won't get in the way. I feel conspicuous (or is it 'in-'?), and at one point, as my mate seems to be taking his sweet time reaching the summit to greet his adoring audience, one of the young girls, sitting on the ground, acknowledges my presence by staring up at me. I get paranoid that I look like a creep standing amongst a crowd with very few male attendees. But to humility she just looks up and smiles at me - as if to say "so, you're one too huh?"

Eventually an entourage does arrive at the summit, and is immediately swarmed by the gathering young ladies (and cameramen) but to my confusion I don't seem to recognize the man that approaches my way. It's some guy I've never seen before. He's got on a large fur hat, dark clothing, sort of looks like one of those old fashioned (Stones-era) rock stars, back when commercial musicians preferred to draw attention to themselves in public you know.

He's shaking everyone's hand and signing autographs but seems a little offended and confused that I appear to neglect to? "Don't you know who I am?" his eyes seem to suggest. I don't know if I should shake his hand or not, I can't pretend to be a fan like everyone else there when I have no idea who he is? I finally relent and shake his hand.

What he does next to greet me takes me by complete surprise and is the most puzzling aspect of this whole thing. He notices a bracelet I'm wearing around my right hand wrist (which is something I don't actually own in waking life) but I act as if "oh, this old thing?" He notices, and points out, that there appear to be several small magical-looking symbols situated, highlighted in red, all along the bracelet's surface. After that he abruptly draws attention to my ears. He notices I'm wearing earrings, acting as if I've had them since my teen years (which in waking, I haven't), then abruptly yet again, draws attention to a ring I appear to be wearing on the middle finger of my left hand. It contains more curious red glowing markings -I take a close look- and find that this time they don't appear to be the same magical symbols as on the bracelet. In actuality, I can vaguely make out two distinct engraved musical notes, the kind you'd read in sheet music.

And then I wake up!... ...

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