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Soul Brothers

12/10/14

It's dark. Neon lighting, but little can be seen. Even the insides of hallways and rooms are dark. It's hard to differentiate which side of the doorway the people have stepped into. The doorframes are visible enough, I just can't really see the walls or the tables or possibly even the doors. It's like my eyes are 'blind' to these particular details. Why is not important. --I detect this soft piano music playing in the background, very mood setting.

The main character -if you can call him that, hard to explain--it's like I'm telling the story (more like a hypothetical) to somebody else (my soulmate) and he is amused and wishes to hear more--is a large, muscular black man. I've never seen him before in my life. I have the general sense that he's heavy set, but it's alright, it's all muscle. (Of course, this could pertain symbolically in a sense of dream metaphor to 'inner' strength, as supposed to the literal context?) He's dressed all in plain clothes. I don't initially identify with his character but it's only after I wake up that I happen to realize the man was wearing clothes somwhat similar to my own in real life. The same kind of hoodie jacket, jeans, belt. Only difference perhaps being a few accessories such as shades, a cap or hat of some kind. Either a tuque or one of those French hats, I forget the name of. He has the generally demeanor of someone you'd likely meet at a party, like not a 'club' party, but the kind someone would throw in their apartment. Very chic. Sorta looks like a jazz musician.

Infact, I get very specific insight from the dream that the man's intended to be an R&B recording artist. Somebody popular recently, but doesn't like to draw attention to his personal life. Normally somebody that would make me 'tense' in one of these kind of dreams. But for some reason I find myself relaxed and willing to let the events play out? Anyway, my soulmate (or at least the one I've been assuming was) is there - infact the black man is there to see him, this is who I'm telling the hypothetical to. He has a date, and the general tone of the dream has a faint kind of prognostic feeling to it almost as if these are events potential to come true in the waking life. My soulmate is aware of the date.

The black guy is nervous, shy even. There are other people. It's like the backstage of some kind of performance. My soulmate's. He gets impatient -or even disappointed- after a while, of a no show. Decides to go to some other place where he thinks my soulmate might be. My soulmate comes out into the hall a little later, wearing a stunning black tux with a loosened collar and long white towel or scarf hanging from around neck. Looks so beautiful to me.

Literally breathtaking! This happened to me during a period of the week I am recovering from bronchitis and find myself waking up in coughing fits from a tight chest. In the dream I had perfect breathing. And yet, literally felt like my breath was being stolen from me, like being a top a high mountain. But smooth not panicked. Heart beating fast. Feel what I can only describe as an illuminating glow coming from my soulmate. Like a general sense of butterflies in my stomach, soothing but uncomfortable at the same time. For once, I don't think of my mate as the body, that doesn't even come to mind in the dream. It's like I want to attract him WHOLE. The whole body, inner and the outer surrounding it. The memories that came before it and the ones yet to happen. I don't even know where to begin describing this feeling?

Anyway, my soulmate comes out - disappointed, under the assumption they agreed to meet at a later time. There's this cross cutting sequence where I can see the two characters at the same time in two different locations. And even though they are separated by considerable distance it's like they're right there in the same room with each other and infact are respectively facing the direction where they other ought to be almost as if they can see each other - or know where they should if they could?

They're both looking in each other's direction. A miscommunication with time - both are in the place the other thought to expect to find him? The final shot, there's a close up of the watches on each other's wrists. I can't make out the exact time on the two watches except I know it's the same on both. And they are both mimicking each other's nervous hand twitches. Like some sort of nervous tick, twiddling thumbs. But I know it's the exact same action with both of them, even though there's no explainable way the one could know what the other is doing?

**************************REFLECTION*************************

THINGS I GET: This came to me during a week where I chose to let go of some of my thinking regarding my soulmate and I think that's why it came to me in the first place. Thanks to information given to me about soulmates by Blueopposum here I know a little more than I used to and am not too worried or confused - at least I'm trying not to be? But at first I wasn't sure what to make of the black male character in the dream. Why was it not me instead?

This I originally took -I'd really like someone to either confirm or refute this if there's informed on the subject?- to represent not exactly another person per se, but perhaps seeing my fantasized self through my true soulmate's eyes? Don't laugh, this was during a week I really needed that notion, if it's true.

But aside from that, I also took it to mean maybe a play on words. A black man, R&B artist - in other words, a 'soul brotha'???

THINGS I DON'T GET: I've been having a lot of dreams concerning time as of late and clocks. I even had one not too long ago where I ran in to a hallway that had nothing but a long corridor of clocks overhead, that also displayed the exact same time. But I couldn't clearly make out what time that was - I know that's a common factor that people experience when lucid dreaming. But I was hoping perhaps somebody might be able to help give me a deeper philosophical definition of a 'watch' in dreams. Particularly wristwatches?

So far the only things I've managed to come up with on my own are guess work at best. It could be a symbol for timing, or keeping time, or remembering time? Or it could be in the word itself, watch or 'watching'. As in "I'm watching you" or to look at someone or something deeper?

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