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"Well I don't want to be 'wrong'?"

09/21/14 --------------------- woke up times after 7 am; 9: 25 am; and 1:30 pm

I decided to jot this one down because when I woke up earlier this morning - having yet another one of those occasions where I couldn't keep myself asleep continuously long enough, falling in and out of consciousness - I woke up with my heart racing, and my chest and forehead sweating. This to me seemed like a dream with a message. And I'm eager to pay attention as much as can be from here on out after the evening before having just watched the 2001 film "Waking Life", which just BLEW MY MIND with it's philosophical overtones. It's one of those movies that despite most basic Hollywood linear entertainment, really seemed capable of changing a life or two...

Anyway, taking some of the philosophies presented in that film to heart, I decided to start paying deeper attention to my dreams as much as I can, hoping in the process I can get them to become more lucid once again - I got it happening for me at one point, but haven't been able to stay in that kind of existence for very long? Seeing as this was the kind that got me racing my heart upon waking, I took it to mean important information being imparted to me, or much needed therapy (I'll let my readers be the expert) but nevertheless, I'm still used to having nightmares - the kind I used to have every night of my life growing up until around my teen years. NEVER had one single pleasant dream in my upbringing until about age 14 if I'm not mistaken, but that's beside the point.

So initially, I instinctively decided to wake up, write everything down, then go back to bed because Christ it's 7 in the morning! -I had two other dreams right after that, the next one seemed equally vivid but I don't think it'll sound too interesting to any of my readers so I'm gonna exclude it. It's really that FIRST one that's really gotten to me, cause the message was quite clear! And at first, I shrugged it off, tried to turn around the feeling tone and put a positive spin on it. But as I've been going through my typical day today I find it weighing more and more heavily on my mind - like I can't stop thinking about it, or fussing over the meaning behind the message I was given...so I was kinda hoping somebody might wanna take a look and give me their best opinion. I'll take anything, I just wanna understand it so I can move passed and move on. It's really starting to get to me:

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