05/25/14
Don't remember much about this entry. I don't even have any notes by which to compose off of. So this all comes mostly through my most immediate memory. Just wanna see what people think or might have to tell me concerning it's deeper meaning.
There's only really one part that keeps weighing on my mind. It involves some sort of haunted house. Although this is more like a CAVE or a TUNNEL of some sorts, it's subterranean, and there's some sort of 'witch' hanging about down there.
My family is there, it's early in the morning and everything's closing up from the previous night. My mom, and my brother. They all sort of lag behind. It's like they're here to accompany me, except there's some sort of pressure for one or all of us to go down there, into this haunted tunnel. I don't know if we're planning to move in down there or what. Why do we need to go in there at all.
Anyways, it's dark, I remember that much, which is mostly why I don't want to go in there. Anything could pop out at me. And there's some sort of unexplainable fear I have that once I go in there I won't be able to get back out. I'll get trapped in there. Caught of this 'hag' that's in there. She's powerful.
I'm embarrassed to admit that I'm scared, which is why I don't say anything. But for everyone else with me, who are carrying 'light' with them by the way, they see it as no big deal, and wonder what's taking me so long to go head first in? Of course I don't have to go in - but I feel like I must though, like I think I got something to prove, I'm just hesitating...