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Lucidity Now

04/18/14 ------------------------------------------------------------------ 11: 00 am

As far as my notes read this dream has me waking up at precisely 11, but I'm not sure how accurate this information is. The beginning's a little hazy, but I remember the general feeling tones and sequences so I'm gonna go ahead. With this entry I have a rather 'specific' question I wanna ask my readers. I didn't realize then just how much this dream would end up bothering me for the past couple of days. I can't stop thinking about it - or trying to figure out what it means.

Just a bit of info - don't worry this entry doesn't include anything about Chris, although I think it has a lot to do with him, but more like a lot to do with 'ME', you'll see what I mean as you read on. But what I thought I should include, I'm not sure how crucial this is to mention but I thought I should anyway, is that in my journal, where I keep this stuff - I'm currently going through some stuff ('internal questioning' kind of stuff) I don't wanna mention what it's for but as part of an on-going thing in my journal I've lately been counting UP to something. Y'know as in, 4 days closer to... 5 days closer to... and eventually 44 days closer to... y'all get the picture? -Well, it just so happens, I didn't realize it till I wrote the date down later - this particular entry just so happens to fall on the "100 days closer to..." mark. Which lead me to believe whatever or 'wherever' these dreams are coming from are certainly conscious away of this countup I'm making - and this must be some sort of 'end of term' grading?

I don't know, it's just that I "don't have lucid dreams" all that often, so whenever I do have one I find myself eager to gain insight or filled with giddiness that I just had one. I'm hoping this means I'm just a tad bit closer in my spiritual evolution, and a tad bit closer to reaching some of my long term goals I've set for myself.

My question I have for you all while reading this has to do with what happens at the end. I end up making a crucial decision in the dream that upon waking up I'm not exactly sure what I was agreeing to. I hope I made the RIGHT choice. Can someone please tell me what they think it sounds like? -On the one hand, I like to remind myself in my waking life that it's a sign that I'm "breaking my programming" which is a good thing. On the other it could be a misunderstanding?...

(Also worth pointing out - generally when I'm on the computer I like to listen to lecture series while I work - lately it's been all "Free Your Mind" conferences and interviews with Cathy O'Brien and Arizona Wilder...)

>>>>>>>THE(((((((THE((((((((THE DREAM)))))))DREAM))))))DREAM

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