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Hornets & Wood

11/03/13 (14 days until Chris' answer...)

There's like Will Smith in my dream. He looks and talks the way he did in "After Earth". I just remember this image of him trying to fix these posts on a wood fence or banister of some kind, like from the railing on the upstairs floor of a building. I recall the wood is all rotting and nasty, it's falling apart, probably has mold or asbestos. If I concentrate really hard I recall quite clearly seeing hornets in between the rotting parts of the wood, on the other side behind the posts. I don't know how hammering nails into these posts is supposed to help repair them?

I think I remember I mom pointing it out to me. There's a noticeable nest of either hornets or yellow jackets gathering in my closet, up on the ceiling of it, but uncomfortably close to the doorway. I hate to have to go by there, but how am I gonna get them out of my closet? -She also points out to me a dangerous looking hole in the floor. I don't know where the hole leads to, it seems bottomless. I could go down forever, maybe there is no bottom. I just remember feeling anxious cause I don't want the cats to fall into this hole. I'm having a hard enough time trying to step over it and falling in myself?

There's a part where Chris is present. I remember getting 'into it' with someone. Whether this is a 'playful' match with someone or I'm actually pissed at this guy my first instinct is to have a drag down knuckle fight or wrestling match or some kind, whatever. -But I think somehow Chris gets challenged to a fight, or gets involved in it. I remember wanting to support Chris even though I don't really want him to get hurt or anything, I just know he can take this guy.

But strangely (to me anyway, in the dream) Chris would rather 'sing' than fight. He challenges the guy to a sing off instead. I'm a little let down and bored but upon further reflection I realize I'm in the wrong here, I actually rather respect Chris' non-violent approach but don't want anyone to see the embarrassment on my face. Finally I get too restless and anxious and I end up leaving.

I go inside the house. I'm looking out the kitchen window after a moment or two has gone by - and Chris eventually walks by. Hey, this is my dream ok, don't judge me. My eyes are just drawn to Chris' uh - derriere as he's walking away. I can't help it, Chris always has tight pants. He can't see me so what would it hurt I think? -But I notice something particular in Chris' body language once I zoom out my vision and look at what he's doing.

His walk looks sort of... like he's walking sexy on purpose. I don't know how I know, it just seems to me - like I wouldn't say he knows I'm watching him. It's more like he knows he's being watched, and I likes the attention, he just can't say for sure it's me? Until something (I guess he has intuition too?) tells him to look at the kitchen window. I'm busted!

This seemed so real I felt 'compelled' to include it in my notes as something of importance. Me and Chris, our eyes meet for a brief moment. I wish I could tell you what was communicated in the moment but it's too complicated to explain. It's more like all of a sudden - everything's out in the open. Like as if Chris was saying to me "-I know." But it doesn't last unfortunately. Something or someone comes along to interrupt us. The moment's broken.

In walks my childhood buddy Jeff. There's one moment that had me forlorn and jealous. It's so small, why does it bother me so much. There's this shopping cart lying around, everybody's passing it around and horsing around with it I remember. Then there's one particular moment where Jeff has Chris get on the front and he gives him a little brief ride with it. And I know it sounds so stupid and petty but the thought that goes through my head is, "how come even straight guys get to flirt with Chris but with me, the mood has to get all serious?" I'm so awkward and clumsy and, whatever.

Right at the tail end of the dream I just remember Jeff wanting to make a drug run. He needs some prescription drugs picked up. Is this a smuggling operation? Are we sneaking them over the border or something? -Jeff is looking for volunteers. I think I was one of the volunteers at one point. I just remember thinking REALLY HARD mentally, I REALLY want Jeff to invite 'both' me and Chris to go on this drug run, and invite us to go along alone together?!!...

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