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Message in the Sky

03/31/13 - 8: 00 am

Ok, so this one happened to me a while ago and it felt like something significant. Since it's been a while I'm gonna try my best to describe it how I remember it without stretching some of the details, hope I get everything correct. What I'd like from my readers this time around if anybody has an opinion is not only what any of you think this means but indeed what you think may have happened here. I can't prove it to myself just yet cause I can't quite understand what They are trying to tell me (or even what kind of They are trying to contact me) but somehow I feel as though 'not everything' experienced here was entirely from my subconscious???...

Here's my best description:

So the dream opens with a bit of a 'personal' detail that I don't really feel comfortable sharing as it seems a bit inappropriate to share on a public forum. But for anyone who's familiar with my previous posts and especially my "Chris" dreams - you may understand what the story is behind this part. All I'll say in reference to what I have written down in my notes is that I recall some sort of focus on Chris and a boyfriend - I can't see his face but it seems I got enough of an impression off him to critique that everyone thinks he's ugly, or simply repelling. Then I have written in parenthesis is my thinking to myself upon waking up "wait, do they mean ME?" Apparently when I woke up and wrote all this down I had the retrospect to consider the possibility "I'm" the unattractive boyfriend?

These next two details I'm not sure where to put and I'm not quite sure I remember what they were all about as it's been too long now. But they sure seemed important enough for me to jot down? One sentence simply says "electrical circuits"? The other "Golden Girls death episode". From what I can recall, the sequence had something to do with a fictionalized episode of the Golden Girls in which the series deals SERIOUSLY about the concept of death. I think Sophia is dying in the episode and Dorothy is somewhat concerned over her mother.

This next sequence I know is going to sound a bit silly but how am I to have any control over what gets used for what purpose. I only include this part on account of what 'exactly' I wrote down in my notes. -It involves a scenario (which is an actual pro wrestling storyline that was going on on tv at the time) in which Bully Ray (WWE fans may know him as Buh Buh Ray Dudley) is married to Hulk Hogan's daughter Brooke which makes him his son-in-law. So in the scene, Hulk is having to move the entire family for some reason. I forget if the general feeling is one of jubilation or concern. All I know is it seems there's some sort of URGENCY for them to just get up and head south. Cause apparently they're living in Canada, and they intent to move south to the States and live in a potentially haunted house.

Now this description is gonna sound like a bit of a knock on the Americans and I can assure my sole and only intention is to describe and report what I remember, it's not my official opinion just simply what the dream is trying to tell me.

So when it come time to drop everything and leave, Bully doesn't want to. He intends to stay, out of concern since he appears to be extremely superstitious. And he can 'sense' it - the States - there's like a LOT of bad spirits down there! Seriously, that's why he doesn't wanna go down there, the negativity is INTENSE. Nothing was ever really admitted out loud but somehow I got the impression the dream wasn't necessarily implying that Canada was FREE from negativity, but merely that America was like SO THICK Bully can't understand how 'anybody' could feel comfortable in their own home? Nothing but dark energy. --But, this scene I suppose can be interpreted a number of ways. And that's why I bring it to my readers, I'm open to suggestions?

Before moving on - something I had forgot I wrote down in my notes has caught my eye about all this. For some reason it seems I felt compelled to jot down some rather unique interpretation on my part concerning the relationship between Bully and Hulk. I have written down in my notes -- "Hulk Hogan & Bully Ray - the father and the son - God and Me"...

Finally, there's the main attraction:

From what I can remember, I come in to the scene with the action already in progress. I'm accompanied by a group of older more mature but recently enticed paranormal investigators. I feel like the fifth wheel around here. Even though most of these people seem like they JUST got interested in the topic due to it's popularity in the media. While "I" have been a 'lifelong' enthusiast'. I see them setting up their equipment and doing experiments and acting like they're such Big Shot Experts. The trouble is 'they are' and who am I to knock them, I don't know squat for all my big talk. What do I know, they probably have MAD experience in such a short amount of time gone by, but me I recall feeling forlorn and jealous. How come "I" never have any of these kinds of experiences, here I was thinking this might be something that might make me special but how can I really represent when "I" have never had any of these kinds of experiences like alien abduction; astral projection; poltergeist activity; time travel; ect.

Reacting IMMEDIATELY the moment I thought that to myself - I suddenly notice we're outside in a park of some kind under a clear night sky with stars. A luminescent butterfly or a moth flutters right in front of me, and seems to be attempting to get my attention. "What on Earth? Is that thing here just for lil' ol' ME?" It seemed intent on me and me alone. As it starts to fly away into the sky 'something' compels me to look ALL the way up.

Right above me like miles away in the sky almost made out of a display of fireworks, there a luminescent message in the sky and it's TALKING to me. Written down though, not spoken. There's what looks like a picture of either supposed to be a phoenix or what I originally took it for 'an eagle'. It's a large doodle of an eagle, an outline like a constellation drawn in. In other parts of the sky there's more pictures and writing. There other pic I notice looks like some sort of Bible character, a man, drawn like depicted in a stain glass window drawing like from a church? There's also maybe one or two 'globes' - or maybe it's just a message spinning around and around as if in orbit. But the Biblical man and the eagle are actually addressing me and I remember myself feeling dizzy and a bit frightened. They are making a motion with their pointer finger, curling it in their direction as if saying "come here". They are inviting me to join them up in the sky and part of me really wants to go, but another part of me feels a bit alarmed that I'm starting to ascend before I've even made up my mind yet. I felt like because I couldn't see my arms and legs around me I was already starting to lift off the ground and ascend toward them in the sky, which to me seemed way too high up, much further than simple fireworks could travel?

There's something "written" down there, spinning in orbit, what does it say? I focus my eyes on the message, real tight. I recall reading the words REALLY sloooowww to ensure I read it correctly and got the message itself cause I was afraid I would end up forgetting what They are telling me to remember. They appear to be BOOK TITLES, I think? I'm not sure these books actually exist outside my subconscious though. I never did catch the names of the authors. One title reads "I Am Always Around You" or "I Am Around You Always" or "I Am the God that is Around You", I can't quite get the phrasing right in my memory but somehow I got the impression from the dream that this statement was meant to mean that God is indeed EVERYWHERE, not just some nexus point in the Cosmos but is indeed EVERYWHERE we all look and explore, and everything we touch, taste, hear, and overall interact with. God is around everything and IN everything.

The second title I managed to memorize word for word. I'm absolutely POSITIVE this is what the title read (which is why I tried looking it up on the internet after I woke up) It reads "the Green Goddess" and the author I believe is a female name, or maybe I just remember that cause the only hit I got off the internet was a book title by the same name off a female author who appears to be associated with Aleister Crowley.

Nobody was really forcing me to do anything I don't think but some how I felt under pressure and got a look scared cause it seemed like such a big leap. I was just a lil' too dizzy to fly with them up into the sky. I didn't even necessarily know what they wanted. What would happened if I said yes. How can an "image" be trying to communicate with me? Why don't they just speak? Why such a LARGE image that everyone around me can clearly see too? So many questions and not enough answers and finally I just got discouraged and darted close to the ground and tried to make my way indoors, just to get a roof over my head so I can feel safe.

The image notices me leaving and comes down out of the sky, turning back into a butterfly only to manifest further into a man of some sort. When I duck into some sort of out building and try to escape down the hallway the man grabs my wrist cause They don't want me to leave. But I have to be so damn DIFFICULT and 'stubborn'. I say it's too much too soon and I try to tell them I'm just not interested right now, I'm too nervous. It's right at that moment the entity spins me around out of desperation to try and get me to stay and has finally had enough. To calm me down the entity 'knees' me in the groin.

I grab my crotch and slink to the floor and when I open my eyes I notice I must have thrashed in my sleep in a way that I have the covers of my bed tucked in between my legs so bunched up and tight and putting pressure on my groin. I release, sit up, still groggy I feel COMPELLED to jot down every single details of the most PROFOUND dream I've had in months! It's exactly 8: 00 in the morning. And for the first time, words just didn't seem enough for me. My mind was working faster than my pencil could keep up, I actually felt COMPELLED to draw a picture of what I say in the sky in that dream. It's just a small doodle and the picture may be a little blurry, but I didn't know how else to get the picture onto my computer so the image y'all might see below is an actual pic I took from the doodle I made in my dream journal.

Now I leave it in your (my readers) hands. What do any of you make out of this, and what do you think I may have encountered? And what do you believe They wanted?...

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