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The Furthest Reaches

05/10/12

WOW - where do I even 'begin' to explain this one to you all? Probably the most bizarre - f'ed up dream I've encountered in quite a while. I was hoping somebody might be willing to take a look at this one and suggest to me what my subconscious or unconscious self is trying to tell me? -Keep in mind though it's been a while, so my memory isn't too good on this one, and some of the details are just so WEIRD - and fuzzy, I'm not sure I quite have the vocabulary or intellect to describe what was going on? But I will try my best as I'm in the midst of undertaking some important esoteric studying for myself, I could really use some insight...

The overall story has a 'Bleach' theme to it. I play the role of Ichigo Kurosaki, and Rukia is in the dream accompanying me as well. Except rather than the Soul Society we are on board a large Mothership of an empirical waring advanced extraterrestrial race in deep space containing their 'fleet'. --And these are some ugly 'muthas' if you catch my drift. I don't really want to say that, but the thing of it is, although there was never really anything too disgusting or vile, I actually felt compelled to watch everything unfold to the very end, there was nevertheless a consistent feeling felt by myself that everything in the dream from beginning to end (except for one part - which I'll get to) was otherwise 'repulsive'. That's the feeling I got at every turn, everything in the dream was 'nasty' and 'disgusting'?

The alien race consists of humanoid entities who have elongated heads and at times humanoid skin pigmentation - at other times resemble that of the creatures from the 'Alien' movie franchise. Though these creatures look somewhat different. They have eyes, pupils, and seemingly a lack of skin. That's what it looks like to me, I can clearly see brain tissue, fluids, and jawbones. I guess you could say there's a lil' bit of the Martians from 'Mars Attacks!' thrown in there?-

But these are definitely intelligent creatures with a hierarchy and rituals and customs. They are also - not so understanding at times? --Case in point, being a Substitute Soul Reaper it always seems poor Ichigo never quite has a friggin' clue what he's doing. And this venture is no different as right at the very beginning I accidentally win huge favor with the colony by doing something on instinct or impulse, that apparently has HUGE consequences that I'm not aware of given the reaction on Rukia's face when I do it. -The aliens swarm in and start treating me like as if I'm holy now. I've suddenly become the 'guest of honor' and everyone starts giving me special treatment. But because Ichigo's a bonehead who is only 'just learning' all this Soul Reaper mumbo jumbo he's never able to discern when he's put his foot in it right away, and often his arrogance gets him in trouble because of this. Once again Rukia has to step in and tell me what I've done wrong, but unfortunately she's cut off cause she gets swept up in the swarm of her own ET people who are either deliberately pulling her away from him or just so massively packed she's getting crushed by so many leaning up against her. Regardless, her warnings are muffled and fall on deaf ears anyway...

For quite a while it seems Rukia is trying to free herself from the swarm to come warn me by informing me of the implications of what it is I have done. -As for what it is I did, you got me? The nearest I can tell - I vanquished something, then took someone? -Cause the next thing I know I'm in an indoor swimming pool, going swimming with some young girl who has a distorted arrangement of body parts. She's very much like the boy with the upside down face on Family Guy, only this girl happens to have a butt up where here face should be and her face down by her midsection. -I'm treating her to a day of fun (this was the pleasant part by the way) and taking her out swimming, which she really enjoys, and me and her are truly bonding. But it seems as though the aliens regard her as some sort of abomination - they don't treat her with cruelty - but they apparently don't appreciate me taking her out in public - and by doing so they make it sound as though I broke some sacred law?...

I don't care, infact I defend myself and the girl - in trying to convince them she deserves fun just as much as the next kid. -To them it's some sort of purification process. -But regardless I have just like that, fallen out of favor with the ETs and the next thing I know I'm back on board their ship which looks like the kinda tech seen in 'Alien' and 'Blade Runner' with the black industrial 'dirty' spaceship look. Rukia finally gets free and immediately tried to keep up public appearance by siding with her own kind when they start accusing me of being Public Enemy no. 1 in their book. I see them 'pointing' at me. The main ET reads the charges, and Rukia buts afterwards each time pointing her finger at me and saying nothing else than the word "shame!"

It's almost kinda cute the way she says it, but I'm too much of a dolt to realize my very life is on the line from what I can tell. The ETs are very serious, they've more or less pegged me out to be the Devil in the Flesh in their books. Although I can't say for sure whether or not the reason for this 'mock' trial is altogether for taking some deformed girl to the local pool. I think it more has to do with what I vanquished at the beginning and the role I was supposed to play, the responsibility I was supposed to take on after completing this task, which I refused to do.

They try their very best to bully, intimidate, even frighten me, but none of it seems to work. Either I'm incredibly stupid or just plain 'zen' but all throughout the dream I always just seem to have this relaxed manner about me and always listen and give the aliens ample opportunity to explain themselves and their customs. I don't wanna condemn anyone, but I also have my own independent philosophy that I never waver from!...

However the very last scene is the last straw with me. I think there's more to the scene at the beginning when I vanquish something and 'take' something. Apparently I took more than just the upside down girl - and from what I can recall it seems their condemnation of me has more to do with a 'responsibility' I owed towards the thing I took that I didn't honor, rather than taking the girl. --From the looks of it, the thing I took (or influenced in some way) was some sort of infant monster who turns into some large hideous slug creature that has imprinted itself upon me.

Now as punishment I am condemned to take responsibility and look after this creature, or something. Something that involves being around this creature as often as possible. -But that's asking for a miracle from me cause I can't help but GAG every time I look at this thing. It has the same 'exposed innards' characteristic that the ETs have. The very final scene is the slug growing larger and larger, falling on top of me and integrating me into is as the ETs are reading some sort of decree over top me - while me and the slug are being wrapped up inside some sort of sandwich wrapper together. And in between breaks of the ETs' speaking I utter words like "I'm gonna be sick" or "I'm seriously gonna puke here!" -I say it's a sandwich wrapper cause briefly, while being enveloped in the wrapper together I see a brief image and impression of slug superimposed over top the image of a Subway meatball sub. It's like I'm seeing two things at once?...

I should note that while I could feel Ichigo's nauseousness with having to be anywhere NEAR this slug creature - STILL, it was like I was 'viewing' disgust more than I was actually feeling it myself. I maintain that all throughout the dream there was a consistent imaginative stimulation for me to be able to hold my interest. I wanted to know what the dream was gonna show me next?...

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