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(picture by me - @ avenue of the giants, california)

I changed my bedding around to suit the moonlight that was spilling in through the window. I laid on my side and watched the shadow slowly swallow the face of the Moon, although by the time it looked like a Cheshire cat grin I was starting to doze off.
I clutched my golden sheen obsidian sphere in my palm for the first while. It was the first time in a long time that I had held it for that long, normally it just holds space, it is a very potent stone. After some time I noticed the polarity and needed to balance it. I got up and wandered into the dark living room and grabbed my Shamanic rutilated quartz crystal and clutched it in my other palm, gazing intently and easing into the meditation.

And then there were dreams. Many of them, many vivid symbols and images. I am trying to fit the puzzle pieces together.

I remember seeing Josh Melvin wearing his thick denim colored leather coat, laughing and being super jolly.

I was in a space of some kind after that. It felt like it was far away from home, somewhere distant to me where I would only be temporarily. It was a house that was very clean, with hard modern edges, but still somehow very natural and light. I was setting up a bunch of jewelry for what my own notion told me was Amanda Noelle , my friend who is in Calgary right now. I knew that wasn't where I was though, there was lots of vegetation and it seemed more humid there.
There was so much of everything. Stretchers with gems, stones, bones, horns. I recall a blue gemstone one that flipped over to the other side where there was a face carved into it. The tunnel holding the face allowed you to wear it on either side. All of the jewelry intrigued me for the most part. I was setting up shop for her.
I felt good about this, as if this was a hub I was helping create that would hopefully be sustained for a long time and I could come back and visit throughout the future.
There were tarot cards, and random other knicknacks as well.

Sexy parts. .... Over yonder was a shower\room of some kind. It had bamboo plants in it, nice wooden walls, felt very forest like. All of a sudden I had the urge to masturbate? But it also felt like I had a lover that was coming very soon. It was kind of confusing. This is the 3rd time in a row that I've had this symbol appear in my dreams: Astroglide lube. Hahah! What all started off as a joke in the waking world between me and a few friends on the way to BM, is now haunting my subconscious. I was laying there in this little room and needed lube. I wouldn't go without it. I was trying to look for some, anywhere, but couldn't find any. What about those little packages they give away of the aqualube? No dice. I'm searching and searching and all of a sudden worlds crossed. I realized the room I was sleeping in, the waking world, had some in the dresser (I am subletting a room right now in the waking, and I realized that coincidentially the girl who lives here also has that Astroglide stuff.... which made me laugh hysterically a few days prior).
So for some reason I tried to combine my waking and dream worlds via a keystone. Which happened to be the lube. It was SO incredibly real in sensation, me reaching over (with my eyes closed), grabbing the lube out of the drawer, twisting open the cap. It was all SO sensationally accurate, I grabbed the lube with my body and brought it into my mind.
And then of course I applied it. I felt its moist texture, but I didn't go far with it. I just spread it over myself and laid there, gently playing with the surface of my snatch. I was very still for the most part, and relaxed, waiting.

I then had a projected vision of where my lover was.
I saw a huge mountain, very steep and full of mist and bright green forest. I saw cascading waterfalls, rivers and dams. I felt him having to get through so many different obstacles to get to the room where I was. Lots of different levels of land and water, different currents of rivers and all these different calculations to make. Caves, corners, branches... very primitive. Almost like I was waiting to be hunted.
The fine line was super blurred as to who this man was. But I can narrow it down to two for sure.

*at one point i was extracted from the forest, and in another space kissing psymon. i dont really even recall seeing his face too much, just the feeling of the wet kiss. and i know it was him because i know his kiss. i didnt remember this until a couple days later.

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