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BEAUTIFUL FLOWER OF LIFE / NEON TARANTULA

Finally ! A dream that isnt about guns and chases and calamities.

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I had an anxious night. I was contemplating war in the middle east and crying myself to sleep essentially. The Moon was covered by a thick layer of cloud and rain. But I felt its light outside, so at 4 am I got fully clothed and stared at her for a few moments. I inhaled deep into my soul the smell of the clean rain and felt the Earth in a way I haven't for months. I think this is why this dream was gifted to me. So thank you Source...

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Part (I): The tarantula (spiders have been VERY RECURRING IN MY LIFE LATELY *)

I dreamt that I was in some sort of communal AREA, sweet looking apartment buildings. Kind of old looking, vintage, big wooden window sills.
I was in Zayn's apartment. I was in his room, which pretty much faced the entrance of the door. The ceilings were high. It felt like we were in Portland or England or something. Everything was creaky and beautiful.
He had a pet tarantula which he kept on the left side of his bedroom window sill. Just above his bed. Like JUST above it.
The tarantula was highliter yellow - like NEON, and black. The half section of the window sill in which he chilled was high lighter yellow like the tarantula itself. It was almost as if the yellow color kept the tarantula attracted to that area, like a life force center.
The curtain along side the very left was white.
Zayn and I were hanging out and cracking jokes. I was wondering how this tarantula wouldn't leave its zone, and fall on Zayns head perhaps when he was sleeping, seeing as it had no cage.
Just as I began to kind of... contamplate this with a bit of anxiety, the tarantula started to climb the curtain a bit. "ZAYN!" I exclaimed. The tarantula fell on the floor, and Zayn and I both scrambled. I scrambled to get away, he scrambled to catch it. I jumped to the right side of the bed (standing on the floor) and Zayn was at the foot of the bed, kneeled down, to see where it went. From Zayns body language in that split second I could tell the tarantula was coming towards ME, so I hopped on the bed instinctively. Zayn grabbed some sort of book (to scoop the guy up) and then made a ridiculous move, of completely BOUNCING the tarantula way up into the air and onto the bed. I figure he was kind of afraid of the tarantula too!
Now, the tarantula flew thru the air and landed RIGHT behind my back, like, against my body. I started freaking out trying to get away from it, but also not wanting to squish it and
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I woke up. From scrambling so much. I woke up with my blankets all wrapped up and my body spazzing. But I woke up also laughing, grateful I didnt have a tarantula in my bed.
Just then a very peaceful alarm went off on my phone. For once I didnt want to break my phone in half. It was 11:33.

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I fell back asleep instantly. I was back in those apartment buildings. Mark Nybo liked a girl, and we were all getting ready to go to work. We were all supposed to be rushing, but I was really ademant about getting something done, and when I looked at the time it was 13 past something. 13. I still didn't rush. It was cute that Mark liked this girl so much. I dont remember what she looked like.
I remember seeing myself in the mirror, battling with my hair or something.

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Part (II) - BEAUTIFUL FLOWER OF LIFE DEITY.
I was at a bar with Shay, Riel and some other friends. I feel Lukas' presence was there as well. I feel like Riel and Shay owned this bar or helped run it.
The bar had lots of gold, granite, deep rich blood reds, and velvety textures. In short, it was so full of vibrancy and seductive qualities, covered in classy modern art and textures.
The entrance was to my right, glass doors. I sat up at the bar and was laughing and having a really good time with Shay and Riel. It was heart warming - even though it didnt "actually" happen I feel like it did, because it was like one of those really, rejuvinating hangouts that I have with them.
Anyways we were talking... And I dont know what led up to this but Shay said "Yeah, we've been seeing some really weird things lately."
"Like what?" I asked, curious.
There was some sort of required setting that needed to happen - either a sound, like a little glockenspiel that had to be played, a windy instrument... I dont remember this part. Riel went into the back the first time, and Shay went up to the wall to the left of the door.
I instantly got a strange feeling, anticipating what was going to happen.
The wall seemed to morph ever so slightly, as though etheric condensation was starting to form. The wall was a dark orange brown (parents house/waking).Shay was *blonde*, wearing her light suede hat and a coat and was very close to the wall. Her hand grazed it.

The flower of life started to emerge, disappear, emerge. It slowly formed a face. This beautiful, perfectly proportioned face. A womyn's face, a goddess's face. Her eyes were light, her eyes were wandering and lost as if she was opening them for the first time in a while. She looked around, at what I dont know. A tree was sprouting from her head.
I was SO shocked, gripping the bar table. Riel was now next to me on the other side. He wasn't as shocked but still looked bewildered, we glanced at each other for a second, both affirming that this was real.
The womyn was opening her mouth and speaking kind of, but she kept fading and reappearing in different parts. Shay suddenly backed off the wall and the whole thing disappeared.

I'm not sure what happened next but a few moments later some cops walked into the bar. Im not sure what they said but they talked to Riel and left shortly after.
It was almost like they were searching for "Trinity" from the matrix. They were searching for a portal but weren't admitting to it entirely. Or maybe they were too dumb to know and were just sent out to silence the whole thing.

Later on I went up to the wall, and I was trying to show someone. I was tracing circles with a pencil on the wall, trying to get the exact placing right of the flower of life so that we could access the deity more swiftly. Yes yes.. her nose, eyes were slowly emerging... my imperfect circles were becoming clearer and then - GOne.
There was almost a chalk-green and grey and brown sketch appearing on the wall from past pursuits. But it was wiped off as if to not give anything away to the public.

Later on, I was trying again, this time when the bar was totally closed. It was me, Shay and Riel, and a couple other people. Important in our lives.
Look, I said.
The eerieness was in place... very prevalent. All of us were on the same page, silent.

She appeared. I was doing my 'open eye meditation' thing that I rarely do in real life - where you zone SO far in, that youre zoning out, and it almost hurts your eyes... because your muscles arent used to "seeing" that way. But we were SEE-king. I could see her better than anyone else, and was trying to explain the concept to them.
Suddenly, I could see THROUGH the wall - and I saw cops getting out of their car. I told everyone to stop, and to reposition themselves. I told Shay and Riel to leave out the back door.

I dont remember talking to the cops but I remember getting out of that conversation and quickly leaving. It was like I was in the same setting as the last dream - portland, or somewhere rainy and beautiful and old looking. Cobblestone and bricks and such. I caught up to Riel and ____? . Riel was wearing a grey sweater and was out of breath, walking his bike. I ran up to him and gave him a document, and then went the opposite direction to upkeep the mission.

Fricken phone rang and I woke up. But jeez this made me SO happy!!

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