Ive been dreaming for the last year about this same damn dream and its driving me crazy. Im at my old highschool theater and I am about to go on (the play changes each time, last night it was fiddler and I was *gulp* Tevya) My two old highschool buds and I are always in these plays(they are the reoccurring charachters), and I dont know my lines, I never learned them and we've never rehearsed but we are about to do a performance... cue my one friend tom, who like a good, but firm father looks at me as if to say "dammit Arch, you slacker. we all pent so much time learning and rehearsing, and you are cheapening the performance and disrespecting our hard work. my other pal Tyler wont even look at me, and is obviously just as upset. Im not kidding, I have this dream at least 3 times a month all last year, and its driving me crazy, I get so anxious.
I know it has something to do with me stepping in to play a part or role, that obviously only I can fill, and there are personal insecurities to deal with in order to perform this role as best as possible, but im still so confused, and sick of the anxiety in my dreams.. help! Helena? how do I move past this place, why have I been getting stuck in these same dream places for the last 6 years, Im always spending so much time in these buildings with theaters, even if im not about to go on stage, there is a consistent theme and I want to push past and move beyond.. sorry I sound so frantic, I just want to move on.