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Synchronicity

One thing that I have experienced throughout my lifetime is... Well, I guess one could call it is synchronicity. It's never so clear that I could call it a vision, and I always tend to forget it before the synchronicity happens, though I'll sometimes revisit it if it's something that caught my attention as being more than a dream.

Its very much like deja vu. I'll lay in bed at night and dream something, like seeing the Rockettes' Christmas show, except that I'd never heard about the Rocketts and, if I had, I wouldn't have been interested in them anyways. This happens in spring or summer. Months later, around Christmas, I find out that my step-father bought tickets for the show, so we all bundle up and go, only to find out that we've gone a day early. The ushers are nice enough, though, that they let us in to an area that doesn't have that many people in it. From these seats, I have the same view point as I did in my dream, and it all comes back to me as they Can-Can.

This is just one example of many similar experiences, most of them minor, some major, and others just completely baffle me. It's as if they're saying that, "This is where you're going if you keep on this path." A good example I can think of is this:

One time in Middle School, I dreamed that I was sitting on the floor in the living room of someone else's house. It was nighttime, blankets were strewn about the ground, and a movie or something was playing on the TV. I was aware of other people in my periphery, but I was paying attention to the busty blonde standing in front of me, my best friend at the time. She was talking about some fight that we had had and that she was willing to make up with me, holding out her hand for me to grasp. I had no idea what we'd fought about, because I'm honestly the least confrontational person I know, but I was flooded with joy and relief that she had forgiven me for whatever it was.

Years later, in high school, my friend and I set out on divergent paths. I was starting to discover my spirituality and love and light that existed in all things, if only I looked for it. My friend fell into darkness and lost all hope for herself, letting other people take her light and she, in turn, started trying to take light from others. Others being mainly me. Most of her other friends had fallen away from her because of her change in frequency, but I wanted to help her as much as possible. We did end up fighting, though, and she cut off contact with me. A few months later we went to a mutual friend's birthday party, and the exact scene from my dream played out, except that this time I did not feel so joyous. Nothing I said or did affected the fear and darkness that clouded my friend's heart, and if I let her continue to feed off of my energy she would drag me down into that darkness with her, struggling as I was to come out of it.

So I didn't take her hand.

After this experience I started paying more attention to my foggy dreams. If I experience anymore synchronicities like this, I will relate them to you all. For now, namaste.

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