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anxious and intent on escape into the green

catalpa house; much infighting. its Easter. We have to go to church. I am not at all interested in sitting through a religious ceremony with these bastards so I start plotting my escape. andrew tells me he has the car packed already and he's out too. his car is so full of things there is no room for me in it.
looking around in the garage for a bike, but they are all much too large for me to ride. Eventually I find a smaller one that fits me hanging suspended from the ceiling. In an uncharacteristic dream gesture I reach for it to pull it down and peddle away down the block. typically after not locating the proper bike or seeing it suspended over my head, I would not have tried to get it, let alone peddled away on it with the thought of my angry mother looming in my head. you don't get to just run away on easter sunday that shits not how it works.

upstairs in the hallway bill grabs my shoulder and throws me against the wall. as I am rolling to the ground I grab the dog's collar and drag him towards the stairs, effectively throwing him down them as he struggles to find his footing and eventually hits the wall and rolls across the landing. Bill can't believe I have thrown the pup but I just scream that I'm doing the same thing he did to me. I very suddenly wake up with all the muscles in my head and neck stiff and in pain. I try to relax and go back to sleep.

OH GOD SOME KIND OF CRAZY FUCKING ADVENTURE comes next. I can't keep the scene straight. It is shifting between my grandparents house in virginia, a trashy diy venue much like blacksheep but without all the blacksheep people milling around, (it seems to be my extended family and some friends perhaps, but too much shit went down I remember young children or babies at one point) and some kind of labyrinth apparently meant to keep me and my companion inside. part of me wants to think that it is christine who is with me, but in small stature not character. I keep running into a man dressed in red, tall, his face and features changing between cuts but every time I see him I know he's out to get me. eventually I distract him by grinding my foot into his crotch, which appears to be pleasuring him but at least I'm not getting raped.

I can recall making it outside and quickly tearing through forest trails. I can't recall ever feeling safe though.

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