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I dream that we are taking a luxurious cruise. I enter our stateroom and meet a wall of windows, looking out across sandy beaches and lapping waves. It is spacious, comfortable, and I am pleased with our accommodations. My step mother appears, stressed, because my little sister is throwing a temper tantrum out in the hall. I take it upon myself to soothe her, knowing that the things Sibyl says will not calm LIly. She is upset because the room is unexpected. She was expecting to see a little round porthole window. I tell her that there is nothing to be upset about, as this room is much much nicer than the one she described. I tell her that we have too many beautiful things to see to get hung up on the windows, and her tears are suddenly gone. She is excited, now. We go down to the pool and she jumps right in. Something is wrong. She is struggling in the water. Again I leap to her rescue without hesitation, like a mother might.

I get the sinking suspicion that I am forgetting to take care of something. I realize that I have forgotten about the baby. What baby? Another younger sister I don't really have? I don't know where she is, how long it has been since she has eaten, has she sitting in a diaper full of her own shit for days now? Is she alone? Afraid? This worries me. I wander aimlessly, eventually the ship turning into our family's farmhouse. Passing through several rooms I find her with my grandmother and I am instantly relieved. I pick her up, she smiles, we change her diaper and my grandmother tightens it around her little baby belly. She is demonstrating to my grandfather, who doesn't want the responsibility.

Rochester, sitting among friends and strangers in an unfamiliar house. Ben, Taylor, Will perhaps. We are probably smoking but I don't recall it vividly. We are talking about taking a trip into Springfield, downtown by the mall. I am relying on Taylor and her man to drive me there and back. They agree but then things come up. I am walking, alone, past the park towards the catalpa house. I get a call on my phone, telling me that I have left a bag at their house. I look on my back and see my purse, knowing that I wasn't carrying another bag, but now I am paranoid and I go back to check. Again I ask for a ride, and again they say no. I am walking in pink thong sandals. They hurt my feet, so I slip out of them and my soles feel good against the concrete.

I spend some time bumbling around in a darkened restaurant that is about to close. There is a single waitress left. There are cookies on all of the tables and I keep sneaking in to steal them. They are oatmeal, soft, delicious. A cop starts following me around the restaurant but I am eluding him effortlessly, and make it outside to my car without worries.

Walking again, down the park road. I arrive suddenly, great distances simply skipped over and suddenly I'm on hilltop turning onto buckeye, Such strangeness on Catalpa street. Backyard locked in an overgrown studio, talking to Randy about cleaning out the salt kiln. He wants me to do it as soon as possible. I leave, begin to walk down the street. I recall seeing a nude blue baby, realize a bit of lucidity, and try to hold hands with the boy who is walking with me. It wakes me up, I roll over, start sleeping again...

Dining with Bill and his children at an all-you-can-eat buffet. Eating delicious flesh and fish and drinking booze and picking out desserts when everyone else was already done and ready to go. I am gorging, really, without even wanting to eat more, just wanting to taste it. They start talking about the table, and how they wished we had one like it at our house.

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