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Spit it out

There's this kid I know named Michael Olmsted. I dreamt that I was going over to his house for dinner and for some greater reason, which I think has to do with the fact that this past summer I sold him three paintings and delivered them to him. It was night time, and I was at his house with him and his dad. I lost my bike so they had to take me home. There was a sense of superiority and control since I lost my bike, almost like since I had done that they were holding it over my head. At his kitchen table there was a bright light above our heads and the rest of the room was dark. I only remember his dad being very well lit across from me. I remember travelling quickly on an interstate and I was half connected to them taking me home and half escaping from them, almost like I was caught between two different realities yet they were merged.
Then it was daytime. I was at my house, in my room. The clothes I was wearing and my appearence were particularly apparent to me. It felt the way I felt when I was a sophomore in high-school, even the clothes I wore reminded me of that and my hair was longer. My parents were about to take me somewhere. They were unhappy with me for losing my bike. I felt controlled by them too, kind like enslaved almost. Like I had to do what they said, so therefore we were about to leave even though I didn't want to.
The sky outside was overcast.
I was looking through my essential oils and they were outside waiting for me. I picked one of them and put it on my leg, then somehow it ended up in my mouth. It was extremely salty and I looked at the label on the brown bottle. It was some kind of asian sauce used for food, like soy sauce. Then I went to the sink and started spitting it out and spitting it out and trying to get the taste out of my mouth.
When you dream of spitting it can mean 2 things. 1. That there's an aspect you need to get rid of within yourself and 2. That there's something you need to spit out word-wise (like "spit it out!")
I think the first one rings true more than the second. There's something always at the back of my throat. It keeps me from breathing easily sometimes and it tastes bad, like a sort of residue. It's mucus I think, and I think that it's existence only has a small percentage of it related to the fact that I smoke. (I literally smoke like half a cigarette on the days that I DO decide to smoke- some days I don't at all) With that being said, I don't think it's very largely related to that. It's about the way I communicate and what I communicate (or what I don't).

In my dream, as I was spitting the salty stuff out, my real body was actually spitting. I woke myself up because I spit and it started to roll down the side of my face. In a state of barely being awake I wiped it off my face and onto the side of my bed or something. This is gross but my hand smelled so bad. It smelled very close to dog shit. There's definitely something in the back of my throat corresponding to how I communicate that I need to clear out. I don't even know where to start. I was told by a good family friend who's also very psychic-ly inclined that I need to express myself more instead of internalizing everything. I'm starting to do that more so I think there's a clearing out in the early stages happening. I'm going to practice speaking my mind and trying to do so with grace.

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