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Balance and the flow of a dream sequence

I dreamt the other night that I was riding my mom's bike. It took place at night. I rode through the parking lot where school busses dwell, with chain link fences up and gravel coating the ground.
There was a latin fellow, probably about his early to mid 20's. He gave off the exact vibes my ex boyfriend used to give me.
"Damn girl, you look so good on that bike" he said as I somehow made my bike jump and go really high past where he was sitting to avoid him. He was really quiet, though. Not loud or obnoxious. Just really full of emotional lust and physical desire and mental admiration.
Then I drove farther along on my bike to stop and hang around with my friend Kyle and the ex boyfriend I mentioned earlier, Brandon. Maybe the latin guy was there, I don't know.

Brandon in my dream behaved in a way he never used to. He used to literally cling to my every move and word with the utmost attention and aggression. Not out of a mean spirit but out of emotional problems or whatever. Anyway, in this dream he was detached. He was smiling his charming smile almost shyly the whole time. He didn't say one word, either (STRANGE for him haha).
This is most definitely transformational for me. I'm finally letting go of the hurt that came from him being in my life. When he was present in my dreams before, he always intimidating me or controlled me somehow much like in real life. Now, a detachment from fear from him has been reached and it is very uplifting.
I was telling Kyle a story. The story was of the dream I had before this one. As if I was in one dream, remembered it then went to talk about it in the next dream.

I've had dreams with Kyle in them before. He's always helped me because he exposes to me very honestly the things I wish to change about my social behavior. See I've beaten myself up lately due to some social anxiety. In my dreams, he shows me something that I can do to change it.
For instance. In this dream, when I was telling him my story that I can't currently recall, he yawned. I was talking as I do in real life.
Him yawning has been an indicator to me that I may be boring sometimes even if it is slightly. I don't want to be a boring person so instead of being shy and deliberate and uncertain when I speak I'll try to be excited and confident. Or at least more energetic for heaven's sake.

The dream sequence was like this. In my first dream, a lot of exciting and chaotic energy happened. I can't remember what. In the second dream, I had a direct and set path and the energy was calm. It was like I took a journey from the first dream to the second dream in one sweep.

As for the latin guy, I don't know what to make of him.

All I know is that I like riding bikes alot and I dream about it alot. It means I'm trying to find balance. That's most definitely true. I think I've pretty much found it and now it is my job to maintain it.

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