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The mushrooms told me so...

So a while ago, a friend of mine who had never journeyed with mushrooms asked me to guide him for his first time. He wanted to try a few in the comfort of his own home. I came over early, and we ate about three each. Not a big jump off the cliff, but enough to properly introduce oneself to the experience for sure.

So I thought it would be proper to get comfortable, and put on some interesting music, and wait for the journey to begin. We each chose a couch, and traded Ipods. I put on some psychedelic trance for him. He chose some minimalistic experimental ambient music for me. I advised him to enjoy whatever he may experience, and rouse me if he needed me. We both laid down and closed our eyes.

So I was just enjoying the music, when the mushrooms started to work on me. I asked them to show me the epicenter of creation for all goodness. And...WHAM!!!! There I was in empty space, floating, looking at this totally wild vision. In front of me was what looked like an infinite tower of light, suspended vertically, in utter darkness. Roughly 100 meters apart, stacked on top of each other, were these vortices in the most incredible colors I'd ever seen. Somewhat like a rainbow of chakras, but as if I were now capable of seeing every shade of illumination, every possible frequency of light, instead of just the average rainbow. They were kaleidoscopic mandalas, radiating emanations of creative thought. They vibrated joy and curiosity. They were extending in all directions laughter and mists of possibilities. The emptiness absorbed the light and sent it…somewhere else. I felt like moving closer to the light, as I felt the expansion of the space I was in. Total infinite space, with nothing, absolutely NOTHING, besides these mandalas. Totally still, yet somehow aware. They were outside of the material Universe. I looked up, I looked down, and the tower just kept going. As I continued to look down and sponge up the awesome loveliness that these mandalas were, I thought to myself how beautiful this vision gift was, and that I was anxious to experience the opposite, just for reference sake.

Just then, an eye in a triangle extended itself to me from one of the mandalas above. It stared right through me and projected a question. "Are you sure?" Yes. I thought.

And…WHAM!!!! There I was, tiny. Being crushed in infinite lack of space. Full in all directions with insects. Locusts most likely. Stinging. Buzzing. Disgusting. Biting. I remained calm and just felt what that was like. Thinking, so this is what evil feels like to me? Is it just my perception alone, or is this Universally applicable? Thinking too much. Rampant discursive thoughts crawling over me like the insects. Blah blah, buzz buzz. Chewing, laying eggs in my skin, bursting out, eating my flesh. I wasn't terrified, simply curious. I felt more and more pressure of this energy closing in on me until I was completely eaten away and dissolved wholly into this mass of teeth and pincers, and busyness.

Then there was nothing again, and I took off my headphones.

My friend was sitting up on the couch, fully absorbed in visions. All he could say was, "This is amazing," for a few hours.

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