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Mirror fear

Last night I know that I dreamt a whole lot of stuff. My boyfriend told me that he had to wake me several times because I was kicking and making weird noises again. I do remember waking myself up hyperventilating.

What caused me to breathe erratically is a technique that I picked up a while ago. When I get myself into a situation within dreaming that I really just want to end immediately or back out of because I feel I'm really in some kind of danger, I hyperventilate. It seems to bring my lucid wandering mind and dreaming body back to the physical and wake me up. I pull right out.

I found another mirror last night. Honestly, I'm kind of bored with mirrors now. I feel like I've explored every facet of them I can. I've been consciously trying to explore other techniques, but recently the mirrors have been worming their way back in. It's almost like a distraction from the work I really want to get done.

This time, my reflection was really not mine. It kind of looked like me, but the reflection had damp eyes, kind of like a dead fish. The skin was white. My skin is brown. The hair was grey. Maybe it was me at age 100 or more. But I felt it was evil. I was lucid, and I tried to focus my gaze on he reflection to get a good look at it. It focused back. Then it lunged out of the mirror and grabbed me. In the struggle, I began to do the breathing technique and woke myself up. It felt very wrong.

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