September 7th, 2013
I've been having a lot of short bursts of nightmares. Last night I woke myself, and my boyfriend, up screaming about something. I don't really remember what. IT sucked that I was like that too, because my BF had a big exam this morning and was really trying to be well-rested, but I kept kicking and screaming about nonsense.
I think that the last few nights I've been fitfully sleeping because I've been quite hot and sweaty. I did change the blanket on the bed to something warmer, and I think that being hot makes me agitated and nightmarish. Also, I'm on my moon cycle at the moment. I think that does affect my dreaming a lot as well.
Last night I remember being inside an RV in a parking lot. There was someone after me, and he was circling the RV thinking of how to get in. I grabbed a big kitchen knife from the counter and waited by the door, which he kicked in. I jammed the knife in his ribs. The first time, it didn't really go in, and I apologized and begged his pardon, but would he just let me try again? He did. So this time I jammed a littler harder, and the knife went in about three inches on his right side.
I apologized said to him now he'd have to go to the hospital, so we'd better get our things and make haste. It was all so very polite. For some reason, he had wanted to be stabbed, and this was going to work out quite well for him. On the way to the hospital there were snakes in the car. I wasn't bothered by them. We were chatting about pleasant things. It was all so very weird. He was driving and didn't seem at all bothered by the knife sticking out of his ribs.
I also remember the last few nights having these little bursts of being chased by people and needing to get away, and getting away, or getting caught. But nothing really defined. I think I'll go change the bed clothes now.