I had to take a xanax to get myself to sleep. I had been made nervous by circumstances keeping my boyfriend out late, and I was worried because of the road he was traveling on. Things can get dangerous on free passes in Mexico at night. He had already made it home, but I still couldn't calm down. So off to xanax bliss sleep I went.
I was really drifting through a sea of blackness. My dreaming was lucid, except it was of nothing in particular, kind of like I was drifting in space and seeing only distant stars and galaxies.
Then all of a sudden like a bright overwhelming bash to the head, the image of a kachina showed itself. It was mostly blue and red. It was HUGE, larger than I was for sure. It held there in my vision for a long time, just looking at me. I faintly heard voices and my mind and projected a faint drumming. I think I just made the drumming up because I was seeing the kachina, and I was like…."Oh, drumming, Yeah. That would make sense. Let me dream manifest that."
Then I just went back to the darkness.