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Moving back in

I was moving back into my childhood home. As I've mentioned before, I only ever dream about my childhood home, or homes that I've never actually had any experience of. Not sure why that is.

There were many people there. Many movers, men, carrying things into the house. There were three men who were tidying up the side yard, and the back yard gardening. I remember standing in the formal living room with my partner and we were happy and excited to finally be moving into our dream home together. Although, to be honest, I LOVE my childhood home, but it's not exactly my dream home in waking life. I would prefer something more isolated from other people and closer to nature. I'm not too fond of neighbors and noise and pavement.

I remember my partner asking me what the men in the garden were doing, and I told him that I had invested good money in some gorgeous landscaping plans. He was pleased with that, and kissed me. I was happy to be starting a new chapter in my life with him in that space.

Just then, this woman that I had a strong falling out with several years ago that ended our close seven year friendship walks up to us. She says to me, rather coldly and loudly, "I thought you were going to be putting your stuff on the second floor. What are all these men leaving your boxes downstairs for?" As if we were going to be housemates again. My partner has a strong dislike for this woman still, and so do I, due to the nature of our falling out and how she treated me. So I became rather furious and said, "Why are you even here? How could you possibly even think you're welcome in this space? Take your shit, and get out of here immediately, or I'll call the police and file a restraining order. I'm so tired of you just showing up in my life after I've told you that you're not welcome anymore."

She walked away in a huff, but I continued to be furious. Deep inside I was like, WTF!!!! Sincerely, because this particular person has a problem understanding that when boundaries are laid, she doesn't have the right to cross them. The sense of entitlement is blistering with her, which is a huge reason I couldn't have her in my life anymore.

I was angry that she had come into my space and fouled it up with her presence, and that now I'd have to perform several rituals to cleanse the home before I could properly move in, and also that the sweetness of coming back to the space where I was happiest in my life, and doing so with my partner whom I love dearly, had been completely spoiled for the moment.

I woke up thinking that over the past two years since our falling out, there have been several dreams where she shows up like that and just pisses me off and ruins my dream, but in real life, I thankfully never have to see her.

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