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Darkest dream I've ever had

So I've recently been practicing complete honesty. I'm going to admit and confess that I had a seriously disturbing dream two nights ago, and release all of the gory embarrassing details.

I was in a green room. There were other performers waiting to go onstage. I was one of them. I was speaking with a young man with black hair, and an older man with a white beard. We were discussing Siddhi, yogis who have practiced so long and thoroughly that they develop superhuman powers. The younger man was interested in levitation.

I told him that levitation was simple. It was only a state of mind. I stood back and closed my eyes. I cleared my mind. I filled it with the state of being that is weightlessness. I then pushed my energy out and up, levitating. The young man was astonished. I said it was extra simple while in dreaming. It only took the realization of dreaming to do it.

People rushed out of the room. The older man reminded me that my scene was near, I should get in costume, lest I miss my cue. I did not remember the play. Then he and the young man left. I stood there alone. Then I heard slow, dark, dreadful music playing. I knew it was my cue. I took off my clothes, and I ran face first into a mirror, opening my skin over my third eye. Blood poured over my entire body. I was confused as to where that impulse came from.

I walked into the theater, standing in the aisle, stage right. The theater was very lush and exquisite. Rich. The music was foreboding. I felt as if it was compelling me into a character I didn't want to be in. I had no choice. A choir began singing. I began singing, a diminished melody, operatic. It resonated in my lowest registers. I could feel the vibration.

Then I levitated, floating over the audience, dripping blood, naked. The blood poured off of my toes, onto the stylish hats of the ladies sitting beneath me. I stayed there, arms outstretched like Jesus on the cross, for a moment. The music changed and compelled me ( I'm most horrified to say) onto a poor unsuspecting man. I snapped his spine in half with my bare hands. Then I bent him over and forced my arm up inside of him, through his pelvis, taking hold of his heart, and ripping it out of his anus. I held it up for the crowd, then threw it on the ground. No one screamed.

The music pulsated, moving me deeper into whatever I had become. My dreaming mind was trying desperately to escape being this…being. I felt as if my teeth were growing. The choir was pushing me to more base levels of violence. I grabbed a young woman and began to have my way with her. I noticed my own arms, that of a man. I had begun this dream as a woman. I was hyperventilating, trying to wake up. Trying to get out.

I managed to wake up. Sweating. Horrified. Wondering where in the world that mess came from.

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