I had taken mushrooms and saw every single thing in space connect on a grid that literally proved that we are entirely connected. After that experience I could project my consciousness as far out as I wanted, not connection to any particular individual, but more-so the event taking place based on what one would experience. A wife that faces a divorce and doesn't know how to tell her kids, a father that lost his son, a teenager going through drug addiction and feeling so misunderstood. Only so many experiences can happen to us, in so many combinations of feelings, places, and thoughts. After experiencing this, whenever I face my own hardships, I realize that I am one of billions or MORE, that face a struggle, and it takes the weight of my issue into perspective based on an entirety of our known existence. Therefore, leaving me understanding if I was to hold the weight of all, or even more than one person's own struggle, it'd be heavier. I plan to be a person who can hold many hardships and still stand, I definitely can start this journey and goal with at LEAST being able to hold my own.