One night, a few months back, I saw this kinda reverie.
I remember to walk in this path and the whole environment was shiny and I felt happy. I don't remember clearly, but I think there was some other people in there, but I couldn't see them, but they talked to me and were speaking and asking like "What are you going to ask?" and I just though "what the hell this people is talking about" and then I noticed huge light, almost like the sun, at the end of the path. I started feeling very curious, but at the same time anxious 'cos I didn't know what to ask.
I walked in front of the light and I remember that there was lots of people cheering to me, almost like "you finally made it!" And then I notice that the light is actually very large flower, a lotus, and there is a man sitting on it. Then I hear this loud voice in my head, very calm and warm voice, and it asks me "What you want to know" (in my own mother language, finnish) and in a second I thought "Why everyone always betrays me?"
And then I woke up to my heartbeat. This is hard to explain in english, sorry if this doesn't make any sense, but I felt like my whole body was one huge heart and the beat was so load that it made my ears hurt. That woke me up.
Afterwards I realized that "the guy sitting on huge lotus" was Brahma, creator god in hindu religion, and that was very disturbing to me and I don't know what should I learn about that dream.
Last thing I remember is, when I asked the question, Brahma was smiling very intelligent smile, like he knew something better than me.
One night, a few months back, I saw