Why did I let go in the first place, Why did I make the wrong choice? l guess I'll never know..
Even though it's almost been a year, I re run these thoughts through my head all the time. I wonder how YOU are, I wonder if you still think of me, of us. What we had, was unexplainable... unspeakable. I loved you, scratch that I love you still. Something is off, still... Why do you still cross my mind, I never see you, or speak to you, I never hear OF you either. But your just waltzing through my mind, like a walk in the park. Not cool. No matter how much I try to delete your existence... I picked the wrong over the right, messed it all up. Didn't keep the " keeper" lost you... Things were okay for that first little while, then you found out I was still going out with him , and talking to him. You said you didn't want me, then you said you did, then you didn't even know what you wanted... I wasn't going to sit around and wait , for what ... nothing, Because that's what would have happened. I would have sat around and waited for absolutely nothing, because in the end you gave me nothing, and I gave you everything and more.