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2009
Surf Holiday

i remember an apartment , very clean and neat and it felt as if i was just living there ...
together with valentine and 2 girls ...

it also felt as if i had recently moved from another place where i didn't live for a long time ...
cause i remembered the new stuff i bought for that place ... now i would have to buy again ...

the place was architectural modern and had wide spaces and a staircase in the middle ...
there were big windows and a view on a bay like lagoon , white sand and some wave surfer schools ...

i felt attracted to one of the girls , she was new to me , i had not seen her before ...
it was morning and i was going to get some bread - in a holiday like mood - going to the bakery ...

i passed a bakery or had a visual idea of how it looked , but i didn't buy bread , i was more with my mind in the waves , the blue seawater , the beach ... so i walked along the coastline instead ... i saw some people taking lessons with huge boards - from which i had seen the green-blue design before - and these boards could float in the sky when they cought a breeze of wind , ... i also remember the question in my head if it would be possible to do that with a smaller board since these were really big ...

i walked further following the curve of the bay till i was on the other side of the shore ...
i took a big jump and dove into the deepblue water ... with in mind that this lagoon was not too deep and i could cross it swimming very easy ... ( a hint of a reminder to the fear i have for crossing big deep waterpools )

i remember myself on a platform , a wooden pier or landing stage ... talking to someone ...
one could see the blue water beneath ...
a giant wave came and would have crushed us if it did not shrink into nothing right before our eyes ... i thought of it as a natural movement due to the shape of the sea bottom under the pier ... ( a bit of fear was involved when seeing the big wave )

later i remember talking to the girl on the beach about my fear of deep and big water
i sketch for her ( it seems as if we are in this clear underwater scene , i try to explain for her , or i share the vision visually for her ) i ask her to help me with that fear , that i feel more comfortable in a big and open sea when there are more people or when the water is more shallow , or not too dark ... etc ... etc ...
anyway it feels good to talk about that ...

somewhere in this dream i dont know if its after i went to the bakery , or another time but i am walking quite happy with my bare feet in the sand noticing that valentijn and the girls can see mee walking around the house ... and in this way i feel more happy cause they can see that i'm happy and start to imitate a dog the left and right jumping with my front paws , even digging a small hole in the sand ... to express my happiness ...

further i like to add to this dream that we ( me and my girlfriend recently bought a dog , live for a few months in a new (rental) house and that i am a kitesurfer for almost 4 years now ... ( the fear of water )

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