i was calling with steven on the phone , about some practical things ...
steven started to lose his focus on the matter we were talking about and goes on rambling about some detail while getting mad ... it is difficult for him to put it aside , so i keep listening to what he is telling ... and while i listen to his way of expressing himself ... i start hearing things like the sound of a comic cartoon bubble that pops , in between his mad rage rambling ... , one pop , two pops ... a hint of red color ...
the number of these popping sounds grows steadily and i visualize red bubbles popping out of stevens aura , ... this goes on and on until the moment i only hear and see a bubbling foaming red raging aura around steven while his mad rambling entered the state of yelling , screaming , no words ... just immense rage and total losing control of the inner peace ...
if u ever saw naruto changing into the 9 tales well , ... steven was beyond that rage ...
it were that kind of red bubbles popping , the rage that made him lose control ...
at that point i felt as if could have for the better , instead of listening all the way , interrupted him ... i felt as if i acted instead of observed , i could have changed his ways and saved him from the rage ...