I haven't dreamt about this in months, but I figured I jot it down.
It always happens very close to waking up. I see lots of white light and I'm floating around in a first person shooter view. I see a bunch of shapes floating around, rotating and shape shifting constantly. I know that I am making them up as I see them but there are certain shapes that I try to avoid because of the negative feelings I get when I see them. While dreaming I am aware that this is my re-accuring dream of like twenty I can't help but rethink about the shapes and the feelings I get in the moment. A lot of the time the negative shapes appear! aaaarrgg! But I have programmed the positive shapes in my brain. they usually appear more than the negative ones.
Some of the shapes in the floating white light give me much euphoria to the point of mania! I generally try to hold on to those shapes for as long as possible but they always disappear after a while. Some shapes look fuzzy and then turn smooth which makes me feel calm and content.
Usually when I have these dreams I have the power to wake up at any time which makes me very happy during the dream. Every time I decide to wake up... Its always sunny outside my window in the waking life.