I was in one of the last cycles of Sleep before waking up - I remember taking my time coming back from the Etheric, when suddenly I encountered my childhood crush. We began catching up on all that has transpired since we last saw each other during our Sophomore Year in High School. As we spoke, the environment around us changed. It was reminiscent of the effect in "A Scanner Darkly", only applied to the landscape and not to ourselves. Lots of Geometric Grids morphing to match the energy of what we were talking about.
After a few minutes of us catching up, we began passionately kissing and holding casual conversation. We both knew that we were to exchange sexual energy to provide balance and reach a state of Equilibrium between our Souls.
We began engaging in mutual oral sex with each other, commonly being swept away by the immense pleasure it provided - far more ecstatic than in ordinary waking space. We kept taking small breaks for conversation and switched positions often. The breaks or pauses in the sex added the allure to the experience. It offered a way to ground into the new levels of consciousness that were being experienced. I remember being in a very Altruistic Space and having far greater insight and awareness in all areas of life than I normally do.
I then sat in a Half Lotus Position on an extremely comfortable cushion on the Floor and began to create the template for a Universe in my Head - then, she came over, sat on my lap, wrapped her legs around me, and said, "Let's create that Universe for ourselves. This will Promote Balance." At which time, we entwined our souls with one another through slow, deep penetration. Each of our Hearts expanded energetically and formed another 2-arm Spiral Galaxy similar in appearance to the Milky Way. I remember running my hands passionately across her breasts and shoulders and gently biting on her neck. Then, it happened... the Central Sun of the Galaxy we just created ignited and sent Shock Waves of Light and Life throughout both Spiral arms and rippled into eternity. Everything was Indigo in color and radiated at such a high frequency. In it's infancy, the galaxy we created was entirely pure and innocent, unobstructed by the mutation of darkness.
I felt something tremendous shift, and my Lover and I looked at one another and both simultaneously said, "Forever Entwined". I bowed my head in reverence and knew that I was her Cosmic Partner for this new Universe and that we share an 11th Dimensional Soul Connection. I leaned in to kiss her again and everything began to quickly dissolve.
My Physical body then became aware that my phone was ringing; it woke me up. Upon waking, a phenomenal shift of consciousness consumed me, and as I write, I am overcome with Love. I feel "In Love" with everything.
Intuitively, the dream was great validation and served as a milestone. It showed that I had reconciled the expectations and unconscious desires for my childhood crush and released that experience from my Karma. By so doing, we were able to engage in tremendously powerful acts of Creation. It showed my Lover being an archetype for the Divine Feminine and myself being an archetype for the Divine Masculine - During the experience, however, there were no feelings of separation between she and I, which leads me to believe that I have attained to a certain level of Self-Androgyny. On an Alchemical Level, I feel I received a lot of downloads concerning the Conjunction of SOL et LVNA: the fact that everything was slow, passionate, and ironically casual, shows to me that conjunction is best performed using moderate heat and then taking small breaks. Helped me to further my skill with this process in both the Inner and Outer Labs. I completely saw this as a Process of Internal Conjunction, and a method to achieve self-equilibrium. Furthermore, I have a sense that the Galaxy we created was the Milky Way experienced from a 5D perspective. The details and design of the Galaxy we created were nearly identical to that of the Milky Way. To me, this imagery was a way of demonstrating that I am seeing and participating in a far newer reality in this galaxy than ever before; Very New, Very Innocent. Lastly, in my Physical space, I feel a strong purification and further refinement of my sexual energy and a permission to explore life from a tantric perspective.
This was a perfect download, because I'll be teaching a class on Sacred Sexuality and Sexual Alchemy in June, and this added a whole new level of depth and understanding.