Lately I have been dealing with a lot of frustration. I have felt a bit like a ship without a compass. Even if I had any idea of where I was going, which I didn't and still don't, I had little chance of finding it because my pointer thingy was broken. I still feel a bit like that. Only... now I think I know how to get a working "pointer thingy".
For quite some time I have wondered why I cannot easily access the ESP I know every human has. I have begun to see why. We have been systematically trained to shut off that side of our brains, and we have never properly been taught how to access these parts of ourselves. Even worse, we have been taught to believe they don't exist and worse yet that we must be damaged if we believe they do exist! We are taught this in the face of TV mediums and animal psychics, we are taught not to believe our own eyes for a chance at "sane reality". I'm not having it! Screw that, reality is boring!
So, my internal compass was never broken, I had just forgotten how to read it. Now I must learn again. It seems daunting, and I am resistant for reasons I don't quite understand. I feel like it will be hard, like for some reason it must be hard, but also know deep down that this is complete cow-poo. There will have to come a time, and I know this, when I must leap off the edge of the seemingly firm ground of "sanity" and finally embrace the visions the Universe has for me.