I had an epiphany last night while reading a book by David Pinchbeck. He said in the tome that every 28.6 years, Saturn completes a full cycle. When you are 28.6 years old, Saturn returns to the exact position he was in at the moment of your birth. This time, and the cusp time around it becomes a time of melancholy and complete value system re-hashing. I don't know why, but this is having an extraordinarily profound effect on me, and has been for most of the year. Today, I'm 28.6 years old (28.589 to be more precise).
So, now that I have this cosmic existential crisis not on my door step but in my home so to speak eating all my food and stealing the remote, how to I come to terms with it? Will I be the same, or will I be reborn anew? I am in a dark phase of my life, eagerly awaiting my mental rebirth. I am rendered senseless by the birthing pains.