It started off with me sleeping in bed next to my boyfriend, all of a sudden i was wide awake and desided to go outside and to my suprise i was at my aunts house and my whole family had gathered (mostly my dads side) i chatted with my cousins a bit then desided to go on a walk with one of them around the yard . the yard wasnt the same tho it was full of stairs and decks and that went all the way to the top then there was a play ground and a large area of grass this area was fenced in because of the height and how it dropped off 100s of feet . we walked along the sides of the "cliff yard" my cousin is about 10 yrs younder then I . when we reached the playground i found a lighter and picked it up but there was a second lighter connected to it and when i picked it up it broke apart covering my hands with fluid . in a panic i ran to the edge and there half of it on the other side of the fence as it caught fire. i told my cousin to leave it that it will either go out or explode so we stepped back and watched a few min but nothing happend it just went out. as we walked down the fence line i threw the other half of the lighter over the fence on to a rocky area with a drop off . this area also had a weird piece of wood near by holding what looked like to be electrical cables as the lighter hit the ground it also caught fire but very close to the wood . i felt a little concerned because i knew i couldnt go over the fence to put it out, and if the wood did catch fire it may cause major damages but i didnt say anything and kept walking i told my cousin "we will walk around the yard one more time then come check on it" so we did just that we walked around and came back to the small fire on the cliff side . the fire had spread slightly and gotten closer to the wires i turned my back for 2 seconds and turned back to see my cousin on the other side of the fence as soon as i yelled her name she slipped and tried to catch herself on the wood with no success i can remeber her face vividly as she fell holding the wood with one hand right before . i ran and looked over the egde and could see her body laying face down . I started running down the multiple flights of stairs and deck after deck i would look over and see more and more family members gathering around her by the time i got down there the paramedics had arrived and i couldnt get near her body . i started frantically telling family members that i seen her fall and i was in a panic trying to tell them i didnt do it and i started crying ( i didnt feel sad it was more of a pity cry it felt like) no one eles was crying tho only her mother . i was standing in the garage waiting for the paramedics to wheel her throughand then they finally did , everyone was talking like she was going to make it asking her if she could talk ect but when the crowd cleared all that was on the rolling hospital bed was her bloody head strapped into a buckle all i could think was ' holy shit why arent they taking her body' next thing i know im back in the bedroom with my sleeping boyfriend and now my also sleeping older cousin and my cousin Andrea (7 yrs younger) walks in with her little sister and starts watching a movie . once again i start trying to justify myself to her and talking about what happend and all she would say to me is "i dont care" and went back to her movie.
thats when i woke up the dream was very vivid and gory and i couldnt understand why my other cousin wasnt freaking out or crying she just brushed it off another stange thing about this dream is one of the family memebers i talked to was my grandma who recently passed and when i was panicing all she said was "its ok"
im not sure what to think about this .