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Through out my life I've loved chemicals, the variety, potency and mixtures always produce a unique experience.
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(These are just incomplete and unorganized memories of my chemical journeys).

Cannabis - Enhances my intellectual and sensual experience ~Carl Sagan

My bodies covered in a warm blanket of THC as my head bobbles above a calm ocean, time slows down and euphoria floods my body, eyes loose focus and everything is breathing and pulsing , I can hear voices and see shadows dart in the corners of my eyes so I close my eyes and I am locked into a never ending vortex spiral of intense colors and shapes as a melt into the couch. During the altered states I see different perspectives to watch creativity and imagination flow through me and be one with nature. To find solace and tranquility with in my life of feedback loops with logic and imagination.

LSD -

Heaven?
My world becomes a pixel like projection where everything is morphing into itself. Walls and peoples faces start to melt and my hands change colors. I go to look at myself in the mirror and I start adopting animal like features. I play music and every tone and beat hits a translucent neon blue AMP encompassing my vision and it pumps euphoria into my brain. I close my eyes and see myself in third person as I walk into a mixture of shapes and vibrant colors which I could feel. Sense organs are mixed and I can see what I hear, feel what I see, etc. The geometrical shows created bliss as I shifted past different states of consciousness and reality. In addition I've been able to read minds and my hand went through anything. Peoples faces opened up and exposed glowing colors and patterns.

Hell?
My corpse is been continuously fed through a sea of chainsaws and barbwire while my insides are burning. Typical bad trip with paranoia, ego death and sense of doom. Vivid projections of death and gore. Near the end I met the Grim Reaper who presented me with a mathematical equation. I was unable to read it and gave up which he than proceeded to kick me back into my body. I went through Dante's inferno. I thought I was to become a demon or reaper of souls.

Datura -

My body feels like its been wandering for days, I fall through the universe and everything adopts a different aspect to its features, ie, Cars turn into transformers but go back, everything has a vivid black tint which moves and shakes, expands, morphs and dances around me. Shadows consume me and I start seeing shadow people and spiders. Every time I open and closed my eyes I am in a different room filled with different people, didn't really matter if my eyes where open or closed I couldn't tell, but I remain distant from them as I traveled dimensions and levels of consciousness. At one time I freaked out and took my clothes off and ran through a small forest to a river where I swam, rode in a imaginary boat and laid on a rock for 20 minutes talking to myself before been found and escorted home all the while dancing and singing about gibberish refusing to wear anything as it felt unnecessary.Basically I was incoherent and disoriented most of the time, I was a passenger on my trip into madness which lasted 3 fucking days of delirium.

Mushrooms - Everything grew and breathed. Colors where more defined and I could see every detail of every leaf from a large distance (magnified vision?). Music felt awesome like always. Peoples eyes where splashing liquid which held a black glow and splash. Hair turned to waves and vines. I also happened to awaken on these magic mushrooms which was a mind blowing experience to say the least (read my awakening entry for more information).

Methamphetamine & Cocaine - Each hit was as intense as the last and increased the warmth in the back of my head. It was the most steady euphoria trip for 10 hours. I was in warped in a blanket of bliss. Bursts of energy and euphoria was full force then floating down from this peak.


MDMA - Colours melded into each other as they where presented through a massive lightshow accompanied by TRANCE. Everything felt great, especially girls and my face. I had the energy to dance for hours (which I did) yet felt so comfortable sitting and just relaxing aswell.


Ketamine - I disconnected from my body and hovered above it. I fell into a vortex when I closed my eyes which got so intense that I couldn't walk or move. Felt awesome to move face and touch it. The vortex was realigning and ripping apart my body only to be put together in the next instances.

DXM - My world was a GAME/Cartoon!! Everything is chompy yet vibrantly lit. Colors dance around my eyes and it feels like my mouth is leaking out this psychedelic paste. I am disconnected from my body.

DMT - I was the ball in the pinball machine of feelings and alternative dimensions, I flew through all of them for 200 years which I later realized it was only a 10 minute trip.

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