I've been recollecting astronomic pictures and video to synthesis in a "personal universe". I began to conceptualize myself leaving my body and eventually the planet to expose myself to the universe from a distance and selected warp drive varying degrees of speed to really experience what I could recreate and create. I saw myself flying through multiple dimensions and galaxies from which I emerged as a spirit/flame of cosmic light. I could manipulate my form to encompass the entire view of the universe at altered perspectives from the varies frequencies and colors.
I came to a absurd force which slowed me down and weakened my ability to surf and fly through what seemed space. I got pulled by a sort of tether which sprung me back quickly but enough for me to experience the pull back across the stars and back through to our solar system and drop through the fog of the atmosphere and back into my body beside my square box in my square backyard where I was meditation with the intention to experience the universe.