i'm in a room
this guy comes in and comes straight at me.
he has rape in his eyes.
i start screaming
as loud as i can,
at the top of my lungs.
but it's not loud enough, no matter how hard i try.
he's got a hold of me and i'm struggling.
i feel like it's my fault he's doing this to me because i can't scream any louder and get away.
and the funny thing is, as emotionally charged this dream was.... i didnt even remember i dreamt this when i first woke up.
it came all flashing back to me mid-day when i let out a gasp, almost slipping down the side of a mountain while hiking.