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So ino drugs involved, but i did smoke some pyscadellic herb that is legal..well heres what happens.
upon hitting holding an releaseing i feel wierd all over.. a huge hit mind you. I could barely stand and felt all silly like salvia or other spiritual plants. I begin to tingle and feel almost afraid. So i try meditating nd doing qi gong. well next thing i know im in a whole nother deminsion and all around me looks kinda like fire but more of a space nebula thing i was on black lava rock or asteroid. i was crying out to God for help and that i was sorry and to save me! please save me from hell. i was so sorry! and i see this presence appear it was nega nick- like the opposite bad guy version of me i smelled like sulfur or just sum not stinky but ominous odor and the air was thick so hard to breathe. the aura of him was red and fire his eyes were red i think; glowing. i was fighting him for my life using kung fu, brazillian jujitsu, and mortal kombat type feel and essence to it. I was beaten bad at first but i wouldnt give up and i could sense his evil..i could feel it. I gave all my everything to God and begged for forgivness and pleaded for help. I hear: "get up" or somthing like that. so i do. and im ready i feel ok now not scared but kinda upset at this nega being i wanted to destroy him.. i had to to take over his place an just be the postive. i started whipping him around and he like assemilated into a red mist then i awken to reality an hear my freinds talking and someone playing guitar i sit up and weakly ask for aglass of water. my friend hands me a cup from the freezer that was ice cold water and i gulp it down. i feel energized.renewed. refreshd like never be fore. i drink water outta the faucet until i get sick, i go an puke yellow bile then feel fantastic. i drink a glass of water and my best friend call. i answered thephone in a singing voice then proceed to ask questions and answer his in the form of freestyle rap and rapped about my friends i was chillin with he hadnt seen in ages. he picks me up we go to drink some beer and i felt way better. I had a very intense spiritual experience, and wouldnt do it again on purpose, but i was in a dark place and depressed an other bad things thinking i was worthless and hated everything but God.. ALmost a year later i am anew man ive had alot of prayer from friends and family , my old church, and had spiritual work done removeing bad energy and hypnotherapy and now im am doing fantastic and have been studying buddhism and re-delving into my bible and feel closer to God than ever and talk at him and sometimes get a vibes inside me and a mental voice answering. my guardian angel speak to me an warns me not to do or say this, ot to do this thing and its never wrong so it cant be my imagination or intuition for i dont have very much common sense if i dont listen to my inner heart. I wouldnt NOT do this if i had the chance to go back for the end result was worth the battle within.

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