Today I awoke to a beautiful thunder storm, booming and crackling through the crevasses of my house, shooting me awake from deep dreaming, impulsing me to run upstairs and out the backdoor to greet the clouds, rain and flashes of light followed by powerful cracks of thunder. I sat in the front of the yard and meditated, saying words of greatness. When I let out the word Gratitude, the hugest most overwhelming vibration of thunder travelled across the sky above. I smiled, and so did my bones, aching with delight, heart beating with intense serenity. I recollected a dream:
I was in a van, and had the urge to get naked, So I did so quite happily. I was comfortable with this van of people, so I did so easily. But then I was told that I needed to go back into this other van of people, and it made me really nervous. I had a bit of resistance, but I ended up opening the door, cover my self with my arms slightly and running into the other van. Then I remember making out with this bony man, his kisses were disgusting and lame. But I still did it to show my love for him.
The night before I have a little snippet of a dream I remember slightly. Justin Paus was there and I was ever so happy to see him, I remember looking out a doorway to see this black carriage vehicle contraption traveling on the road. Oh my, in the whole dream, there was a lot of traveling.
Song that I wrote today:
The hightened mountains call out for freedom,
Beings below watch in folly,
We all want change, raise to the heights,
Ourselves, we must rearrange.
We all want change, so inside we must rearrange.
Cast out the inner fight.
Raise to the calling mountain's height.
Rise to the heights of the heart that calls us.
The mountain is calling,
The veil is falling,
We all must find our way,
to the Truth in the Crystal Cave.
My sister and I had a breakthrough yesterday. I told her that she should start being more grateful, and she replied by saying that she wants to change, but she can't seem to for some reason, and the fact that she isn't accepted for how she is frustrates her. She told me that the reason she emits negative vibes and tones of voice is because our momma and poppa do it as well. They seem to commit judgement on past reactions, so they are prejudging what the person is going to say or how they're going to react before the other person even reacts, therefor they are gathering that judgmental energy into their voice, so when they ask something, that judgement is emitting throughout the tone. So it's totally understandable why Rebekah reacts the way she does. It's a tricky pattern that we really need to address. Then I thought about the dream I had a couple months back about the demon in our house, and I was actually able to finally get the interpretation of it.
A subconscious dark force was controlling me, until I realized it wasn't me, and this came into my consciousness. I deeply want my mom to join me with this, it will help lift the veil and give me great relief. I tell my parents about this dark force that's in our basement but they don't really pay any mind to it, and push it aside as nothing. Then rebekah comes in and says that she is the key master and that she is most sensitive to this force, which totally makes sense. considering I have been selected as a Gatekeeper of the East, it would only make sense that she is the key master and is unlocking this realization for me to bring all into the door of becoming conscious to this. Interesting, very interesting.
July 11th, 2012
What a powerful day full of revitalizing energy! Wow! honestly. I felt rather drained all day, because I didn't get quite enough sleepings. The thunder just couldn't be missed, it was well worth it :)
Rory ended up coming over for supper, and he brought such a charging energy, I felt deep love for him, the love that i've always felt, our past rushed into the present and it stabled me into an intense peacefulness. And i'm able to show my love for him! I touch and cuddle him, lovingly, and he does so back! It's absolutely astounding. We had a lovely supper with my family, and I admired how well he got along with them, truly connected. I felt a light in him, a light that I haven't seen in a long time, it was definitely an activation of Truth and Love. The feeling that I felt yesterday before the Melvin's show ignited my soul again, it's this feeling of being ever present and loving. Absolutely replenishing and fulfilling. Strong, and light as a feather. My heart is extremely happy right now. Fluttering about like a fluffy pre-matured dandelion. Great, so great. The magical man took Izikiel and I to his hut in East-view, haha, "East view" Being a keeper of the East, that's quite relevant. Also! another relevance! Rory asked me to paint him a picture, and he'd probably hang it on his door, replacing the "psychedelic gatekeeper babe" (Poster) as he calls her. Okay, whaaat, gatekeeper! That's the space that I hold for the direction of the East! I love it, absolutely. LIFE. Izikiel and I got along oh so well tonight, laughter and joy. It was great to see him Being. Oh thank-you Rory. Feels like this lil spontaneous happening has provoked an activation for us All.
I gifted some sage to Rory for taking the time to drive us on his magic carpet to and from his elvin cave. I made a prayer to bring the spirit of Light, Love and Insight into his life, he is so worthy of it, and I really prayed and made the intention that it would enter, igniting his spirit. Activating his Light DNA. I handed it to him, with a smudge and told him to light it every night before he goes to bed, acknowledging spirit and saying a Prayer. I told him that it would give him groovy dreams.
"Honor it deeply, It's a gift from our Anscestors" I say soft and strongfully.
"Man you sound native!" Ryan says while chuckling.
Rory laughs and replies,
"Man this is Sara, of coarse she does!"
I laugh playfully and passionately say that,
"We are all Indigenous to our Mother Earth, Seperation is phunked! It's a total Illusion! Man! Illusions everywhere!!!! Let truth shine through! Remove the Veil!" Ryan smiles and says something softly that I can't quite recall, i could feel that he really loved what I said.
So Rory get's to go to a festival in Montreal! Florence and the Machine is playing there!!!!! Whaaaaaaat! And The Shins! Phunking lucky stinker! So many other groups too! I'm so excited for him! He's going to be transformed! A music festival like that is going to rock his soul mojo flow!
So on the magic carpet ride home I was pondering deeply about how I was going to integrate all that i've learned and continue learning into teachings for my friends. Like how to start acknowledging Spirit Consciousness, and also taking care of their body/mind/soul. Holy Trinity. Then I saw the number 777 - Learning about something in the Mystery School. Then I thought about the 6 divine beings that are in contact and connected to Lindsay and her channelling, to All of us!!! And how she is the 7th one, and we could very well be One in that 7. Our tribe. Coming together as the 7th. And then sure enough, we pass by a street called "Lindsay Street" Hahahaha! Too perfecto! My goodness!
Thank-you so much for this day, and the experiences/revelations/hightened senses that have been blessed upon my Day journey, now I must go into Dream Time, sleeping in the dear comfiness of my bedwomb