I had my first (second?) real lucid dream!!! The first one I've ever had, I was semi awake, but still dreaming.....this time I was fully asleep and dreaming.
I was at Burning Man, I had just arrived and was parking my car. I parked, got out, and found myself next to a sheltered hot tub, and I thought to myself "oh SCORE!! I parked next to the hot tub! sweet"
So yeah, I was stoked on this spot I found, and as I turned my head to look back at my car, I noticed that all my stuff was sprawled out all over the place, and this crazy girl was going through my car and throwing all my stuff everywhere!
I was like "What the hell are you doing?? Who are you, are you crazy?! WTF!!!!"
I got hella pissed for a minute, but then I calmed down and thought "Well, whatever, it doesn't matter, cause I'm dreaming right now anyways
................wait.................
I'm dreaming right now!!!!" :O
The realization clicked in me, and I got overwhelmed with the idea that I could do anything I wanted....but what should I try first??? What do I do NOW?????
So I closed my eyes, and tried to focus my mind on achieving something....like flying....but since I didn't really know what I wanted to do, because I wanted to do everything and didn't know what I wanted to do first, my focus was off.
I closed my eyes, everything went grey, so I couldn't see anything,,,
I got this strong sensation that I was flying, but also falling.....really fast. Like crazy vertigo. I also simultaneously felt myself expanding outwards infinitely, and also inwards infinitely, and felt like I was ALSO moving forwards, and moving backwards, really fast. Like the most insane carnival ride ever after drinking a lot of whiskey and spinning around in circles getting really dizzy.
I felt as if my "self" or my soul expanded all the way, and I could feel it happening very rapidly. I don't have a lot of experience with meditation, but I wonder if this is where people go when they've practiced meditation for a long time.....
I snapped out of it and resumed dreaming as if everything was normal and I wasn't lucid anymore.